K E V O N
"Ratty"
Everybody a tell mi fi calm down. But nobody understands.
Mi wish mi nay know. Cause it woulda better so...
You know as a child when a report day and yuh disappoint yuh parents and yuh feel like shit?
Right now mi wish a dat mi did a go tru.
Cause at least mi coulda manage the cussing and know seh mi fi do better next time
But with this... There was no solution
Mi have a solution stills...
Kill dem pussy deh and try go back to mi life
But you can't go back to normalcy with this...
The constant reminder, the fear of it happening again, the depression...
Mi wouldn't wish dis pan none a mi dawg dem cause dah fuckry deh wah people love seh bout wouldn't wish this pan mi worse enemy ano fimi...
Mi wish di worse pan mi enemy and mi nave no remorse for my feelings and thoughts when it concerns enemies.
People seh mi wicked but it better yuh wicked dan fool fool.
Mi prove seh a my wickedness a keep mi alive.
World corrupt...
Mi have mi oman and mother fi live fah and right now to how the world a run... Better yuh kill than be killed.
Dat is it!
My phone rings and I look down.
Kim❤️
My mother...
Sighing already knowing why she's calling.
"How yuh nay tell mi seh Ashley get shot?" Is the first ting I hear when I answer the phone
Same ting
Deven a good morning, how are you...
"Why a Madison haffi call me tell mi. Mi and you deh inna malice, Kev?" She says and I hear a bit of disappointment.
"But rass. Mi a chat to miself?"
"Kim mi nuh deh inna mi right mind so excuse mi if mi nah ansa yuh how yuh want me to..."
My mind runs on Ashley
When she wakes up, I know I'm going have to be the strong one...
Even though I was excited. The look on Ashley's face when she told me, the look of happiness...
She was ecstatic and the smile she wore coulda use as the sun to how it did bright
Fuck!
How she ago manage?
I often hear stories about women who have miscarriages or lost their child due to whatever circumstance or situation and how they were left distraught and thinking about how Ash is going to feel makes me even more upset
Why God?
Why of all the persons you chose us to go through this?!
This bullshit about God gives the hardest battles to the strongest soldiers makes my blood boil
Who tell God seh mi so strong?
As a matter of fact. We?
Cause ano me one ago guh through this...
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