It has never been difficult for Akira to figure out her feelings , she was always very sure of who she likes and who likes her back until....He happened
Dev was making her loose her mind , his voice stuck in her head , his texts always on her waitin...
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AKIRA'S POV-
Shinny is me , i love shinny , i am shinny , i love me
Come one if you're not overlly dressed you're always underdressed
Hina-"stop powdering your face aku!" Akira-"aghh , I'm going" Hina-"where?" Akira-"to play Holi" Hina-"don't talk to me in that tone"
What's this tone only mother's can detect?
I walked down the stairs and he's standing there
Oh damn i am killing myself Black kurta? Choke me now.
Dev-"you can stop starring now" Akira-"you don't have to try so hard" Dev-"yeah i don't" he winks He walks towards me and holds my hand Oh-ok um yeah when was the last time a boy touched you akku? A Year ago
Dev-"there are speakers in the town hall , wanna go?" Akira-"i think you've decided the answer to that already" I says looking at our hands intertwined
Dev-"no i can let go of your hand"
Dev-" not that i want to" God is that heat to my face? Kill me now for real! Akira -"Town hall must be waiting for your killing performance, care to go there?"
Dev-"only if you'll dance too" Akira-"what?i don't dance" Dev-"okay then I guess I'll have to hold your hand for the rest of day, offcourse if you want it" he smirks
Sometimes i wish I could get away with murder , but then reality hits me i failed my mental ability test . From which angle do i look mentally stable?
Akira-"No" i smiled Dev-"fine I'm not letting go of you" Did i try to run? YES
And now I'm being spinned around in 0.5x Dev's one hand is still holding on to my hand . But wait where's the other? Oh it's on my waist What?? IT'S ON MY WAIST NOW I'm heating up!
Dev-"i guess you already know my catching skills from the first day , why would you even think to make me try it again unless you find it sexy?" He said raising his eyebrows and that smirk Sexy? Fuck yes Fuck? Sexy yes
Akira-"i didn't know catching girls was your part time hobby"
I said standing up and he removed his hand from my waist , wow chills hit that spot as the heat of his palm was no longer there , but his hand still holds mine.
Dev- "yeah I catch girls like fishes in a net , a dozen at once" Akira-"yeah whatever" Akira -"we can't go around holding hands dev , what if my parents saw us? What would they think?", Dev-"that you catched me like one of your fishes on the net" Akira-"funny! I'm veg" Dev-" you can still catch fishes" Akira-"yeah but what's the point of catching fishes when they always have bones in them and i just don't wanna eat em?" Dev-"it's not about fishes" he says dramatically Akira-"stop watching so many reels" Dev-" what it's just one dance akira! You can dance" Akira-"no i can't" Dev-"yeah? So you know the deal" Akira-"agh fuck my life" Dev-"as the kids say" Akira-"stop watching you"
Akira-"i need to eat my food" Dev -"and i want to dance" Akira-"then go dance!" Dev -"no you won't dance with me" Akira-"dev everyone is watching us and its awkward so please go dance and let go of my hand" Dev -"you have to dance with me just this once" Akira-"uhm (crying) okay fine! One dance"
He smiles Agh i love it I love making him smile I love-
My Desi girl, my Desi girl
Seriously he chose this song?
The whole dance was dev spinning me , picking me up , touching my hands , arms , waist , face. Not that I'm complaining. But honestly i loved it. I just won't show it.
Dev-" so you really don't know how to dance " Akira-"oh please i was better than you , you were just making me dance " Dev-"wasn't that the deal?" He said smiling he needs to stop looking at me with those smiling eyes or I'll literally kms
We walked a little more untill we reached our spot not mine and Dev's but my and k-
Dev -"woah i never knew this ever existed here!" Akira-"um yeah this used to be our spot" he looked at me like i needed to elaborate more Akira-"like my old friend groups" Dev-"you had friends for real?" He said laughing I give it a laugh too cause it was actually getting vey awkward Akira -" yeah back before everyone left" Dev -"to where?" Akira-"everywhere"
We sat on that blue bench which has endless memories i never want to see again. Plant leaves poking our body we'd giggle and stare at the moon who just showed up.
With fire works in front of us his eyes change colour or I might've never looked into them properly cause i was too busy making him smile , his eyes are brown lightest of brown. They're the kind of brown that could turn yellow , they're so beautiful he's so beautiful i think his eyes might be my new favourite feature of him. I wish I could capture this moment, this colour of his eyes somewhere but i think i did in my heart.
Dev-"have you ever had your heart broken?" I stare at him as he's not smiling like before and I'm confused by this sudden change of conversation.
Akira-"why do you ask?" Dev-"you know we never talk about these things" As we should Akira-" and we shouldn't" Dev-"why?" Akira-" because telling someone your past is giving them an entrance to your vulnerability , it's like planning your own heart break all over again" Woah i have no idea how our silly slightly racist jokes turned into this conversation and what am I even saying?
Dev-" I'm not gonna break your heart" I can not help but throw a laugh Akira-"i know you won't" Suddenly all the distance between us is gone , our hands are touching , his hands are asking permission to hold mine which i just can't give , our breath are mixing and we're so close i might float into him. But i don't because i can't.
Akira -"but i will" He stares at me for a while , opens his mouth a few times and then Closes it as if he wants to say something but I'm not sure what i want to hear from him anymore.
Dev- "Akira will you ever be able to love again?"
What do I answer? How do I answer? Do i even know the answer?
I'm not looking at him anymore I'm facing the ground , swiping the mud off the heals i can't look at him I'm breaking his heart. He stares at me with moon in his eyes like he wants to answer that question himself like i wish I could look at him.
Hina-"Dev , akira what are you doing here? We're going to set the dias com'on hurry!"
This silence is broken and I'm glad it is i don't think I could've stood a minute more before crying.
I get up and leave with her but Dev's still sitting on that blue bench.
