Only For One Night

I Win, You Lose

Spencer was angry about the Liv situation. He was leaning against the counter in his thoughts. A knock on the door shook them off. He stood up completely and walked to the door. He opened it to find Alicia standing in front of him. "Hey" he mumbled. "I came as soon as I got your text" he sighed and held the door open. She walked inside and started unzipping her jacket. "I have just what you need" she turned around to face him as he closed the door. "She's old news. You're about to be the father of our baby, that's all you need to worry about" she said before kissing him. She smelled the alcohol on his breath. "Have you been drinking?" She was a little taken back. "Yeah just a little stressed" he said. "Yeah you don't need anymore" she took the bottle from him and placed it on the table. "And I thought you didn't want anything to do with me and the baby? What changed your mind all of a sudden?" He sat down on the couch. "All of this made me realized what's important" he told her a lie. Spencer was upset that Liv not only relapsed but wants to remain friends. He already was dealing with his own guilt. His head was all over the place. "What about your little ex girlfriend that you wanted?" He looked at her pulling her down in his lap. "Let's not talk about her" he placed his hands on her ass. "What do you wanna talk about then?" She bit her bottom lip. "Let me show you" he said before kissing her neck. "That's more like it" she said with a slasher smile.

Spencer's POV

I don't know what to do anymore. Liv doesn't want my help. She doesn't want to be together but wants to have random hook ups with me? Her behavior is a huge red flag. I hope she can heal.. she don't need me no more. I have a lot on my mind and I needed something to clear my head. I knew exactly what to do even if it wasn't the best option. Alicia wasn't going to turn me down. The entire time all I could think about was Liv. She doesn't compare to Liv. I need her more than ever. I'm slowly losing myself through everything. She gives the best advice. I need her hugs. I need her kisses. I just need Liv..

Olivia was sitting in her room on her window seat. Simone knocked before opening the door. "Hey" she said as she closed the door behind her. "Came to check on you" she said. Liv was silent as she was staring down at her hands. Simone frowned a little as she walked over and sat next to her. She took Liv's hand and held onto it. "Talk to me please.." Simone could see the pain in her eyes. They were puffy and red. Her complexion looked dull. She looked so fatigued. She shook her head not wanting to talk. "It's okay" Simone nodded. "You don't need to talk. Just know that there's so many of us who are routing for you. Who wants the ultimate best for you. You have always been a fighter Liv. One of the strongest people I know. I'm not going back to Bringston until I know you'll be okay" Simone was about to stand up and let her hand go but Liv held it tighter. "I am not okay.." she shook her head as the tears began. "I don't think I'll ever be. My entire heart was ripped out the moment Spencer started dating right after we broke up. It felt like I never mattered. Everyone was embarrassing me and laughing at me. Like my feelings doesn't matter. Like did he ever love me? Was I just some rebound because Layla didn't want him anymore after finding out about the Vegas kiss.. Not to mention my dad left who was my everything... He's everywhere. He's in this house. He's in this room. He's at Crenshaw, Beverly, and GSU.." she shook her head. "I want this to be some big ass nightmare that I can wake up from but this is no big ass nightmare" Simone hugged her. "Let it out" Simone rubbed her back. "Spencer moving on and possibly getting her pregnant.." she squeezed her eyes shut as she was trying to fight the pain but couldn't. "I don't have no more fight left in me" Liv whimpered. "That's why you hand us the baton so we can fight this fight for you. Let us help you Liv. If not all of us, at least Spencer. That man loves you and as far as I know, you two shouldn't have broken up. You're soulmates. I know things are hard right now but when the time comes, tell him how you feel. Everything you're telling me right now. You need to let it out and not hold everything in. It's too much for one person to handle" Simone pulled away from the hug. "I'm a mess and you are right" Liv started wiping her tears. "I need to talk to him. I feel horrible for what I said to him. How I reacted. I know I need help... I just don't want to feel depression and anxiety anymore.. I feel so loss" she admitted. "I'm sure he does too. Jordan told me everything that happened between him and your dad. I'm sure he's trying to help everyone with their grief to avoid his own"