Giving Up

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"You gotta be kidding me..." Olivia's eyes slowly opened when she saw Spencer looking down from the Farris wheel to see Alicia looking up at them with her arms folded. Olivia quickly pulled her hand away from Spencer feeling extremely sad and confused. She thought they broke up. That's what Dillon told her so why is Alicia here looking pissed off more than ever. "What is she doing here?" Liv looked at him wanting answers. "Liv before we get down I need to tell you something" her anxiety shot to the roof. "What? That you broke up with her.. Dillon told me. Why couldn't you just say so but why is she here if you broke up?" She saw how nervous he was. "Spencer what aren't you telling me?" Tears were welling back up in her eyes as she was extremely anxious. She felt like her heart was seconds away from pounding out of her chest. Her body was heating up. "Alicia might be pregnant..." she froze. "Liv please say something.." he was so nervous. "P-Pregnant..." Liv's breath was taken away. "She told me when she came to the house. It's a possibility that she might be but it isn't mines. I was careful Liv" she looked at him speechless. "No matter how careful you thought you were, she's pregnant. " the Farris wheel was releasing people off and it was almost their turn. "Liv I don't want her even if she is pregnant with my baby. I just want you" he reached for her hand but she folded her arms. "I don't know what to really say.. like that should've been me... I wanted kids with you and marriage... I should be pregnant with your baby right now but all of this was over a stupid fucking article. You know how much I love you. You know I've been in love with you since you first time you came to Beverly. Congratulations Spencer, you're going to be an amazing dad" she got up and stormed off. "Liv wait" he stood up quickly and was going after her but Alicia stopped Liv in her tracks. "Don't seem so cocky now like you were at the function, huh?" Liv was furious. "Excuse me?" Liv raised her eyebrows ready to take everything out on Alicia. "Now is really not the time" Spencer held onto Liv's waist to stop her from doing anything she would regret later. "Get off of me" she got out of his grip and was walking off. "That's what you get for messing with my man" Alicia said with a smirk causing Liv to stop walking once again. "Spencer you better put your dog back on her leash before I do. And trick let's get one thing clear" Liv stepped to her before continuing. "Baby or no baby.. nothing will stop me from getting what I want you stupid bitch" she bumped Alicia's shoulder as she walked off. "Wow Spencer you left me for that?" She snickered. "What the hell are you doing here?" he was pissed. "Since you wanna ignore my calls and texts, what else am I supposed to do?" Alicia placed her hands on her hips. "How about leave me the hell alone? Give me some space? And if you're pregnant that baby isn't mines aight?" He said about to go after Olivia. "If I am pregnant I'll be sure to let everybody know how much you didn't want to be a father and I'll put your ass on child support" she said. "Do what you gotta do" he ran off to go find Olivia. He looked all over until his last option was the car where she was leaning against the passenger door with her arms folded. "Liv..." he walked up to her. "I have nothing to say just take me home..." Liv turned her body placing her hand on the door handle waiting for him to unlock the door. "Liv, I don't want this to mess things up between us. I want us to get back together" he confessed for the first time. "Well.. that's too bad because I don't want a relationship right now and you have a baby to worry about..." he sighed and walked around the car to the drivers side to open the door.

Liv's POV

Pregnant?! My heart hurts

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Pregnant?! My heart hurts... I cannot deal with this right now. When he dropped me off I got in my car and sat there. Trying to process this on top of missing my dad. My mind was all over the place. Spencer could possibly be a father in 9 months.. 9 fucking months! I opened my glove department revealing the whiskey I took from my dad's office. I unscrewed and took the cap off. Bringing the bottle to my nostrils to smell the alcohol. I felt my heart race. I felt my palms sweating. My head began to pound with me craving the taste of alcohol all of a sudden. I lost my dad and the love of my life all at once. I don't know how long I can be strong for... It's too painful....at this point it's too late. I give up...

"Have y'all seen Liv?" Jordan asked as he was walking around the house looking for her. "No, thought she was with Spencer" Layla told him. Jordan pulled out his phone to call Spencer. "I'm sure she's still with him" Layla continued. "Hey Spence, is Liv with you?" He was worried. "That's crazy because she's nowhere in this house" Jordan rubbed the back of his head. "So if she isn't with you and she isn't here, where could she be?" Olivia was sitting in her car still sniffing the alcohol. Spencer was now calling her but she hit decline. She blinked a few times and looked up to stop the tears but they kept falling. She gripped the steering wheel as she started crying harder. Liv please come home I love you baby girl she can hear her dads voice when she relapsed and how worried he was when she refused to go home. She screwed the top back on before dropping the bottle in the passenger seat and hugging the steering wheel. Spencer was calling her again this time she turned her phone off. She gripped her hair as she started hyperventilating. The front door opened of the Baker's mansion. "Liv?" She heard Jordan call out her name, seeing him from the rear view mirror. She started her car and hit the gas as soon as Jordan came rushing down the stairs. "Liv!" Jordan was stressed out as he rushed to his car to chase after her but stopped when he realized it was probably too late with the rate she was going. "Call Spence" he shouted. Patience pulled her phone out to call him. Her mind kept shifting from Spencer to her dad. She glanced over at the bottle in the passenger seat as she was sitting at a red light. Her hand trembling away from the steering wheel to grab the bottle.

*TO BE CONTINUED*

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