tere bin ff

chapter 13

"Murtasim I was so worried, I didnt want to loose you if anything bad happened to you I wouldn't be able to forgive myself " I said in a low voice with tears forming in my eyes

"Meerab....." murtasim said "it's not your fault"

I looked down with tears falling down from my eyes, I didnt let go of his hand and I am not planning to for the rest of my life

"You got shot right infront of my eyes, do you know how I felt"murtasim tilted my chin up with one of his hands, I stared at his eyes filled with tears "I dont even want to imagine loosing you"

"I am glad you are safe" I added

He said nothing for a while but was just straight up looking in my eyes

"Meerab you practically saved me"he spoke "if I got hit by that bullet there was no way I would've survived to be honest" he bit his lip and looked down"why did you save me meerab considering you always wanted to get rid of me?"

No I dont want to imagine losing him

I was totally in love with this man,oh god

"I–"I spoke"yes I always wanted to get rid of you and never wanted to live with you because I was forced into this marriage, I always wanted to be a lawyer and your mother disapproved of that, I found out I was adopted and was the daughter of the man who didnt even consider me his daughter but suddenly reawakened his love for his only daughter"

murtasim was listening

"I thought that all that was your fault for no reason but despite how much i embarrassed you or didnt listen to you, you always stood up for me and supported me I didnt even realise that I had fallen for you"

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damnit, that last sentence I didnt want to say that right now

I looked up at murtasim just to see his shocked face and eyes staring directly at my soul