I...love you? Enemies to Lovers, Harry GreeneXfem reader

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I was sitting in maths tapping my pen against my paper barely listening to whatever mrs. Brown was saying.

This was my first day back to school after my mums accident and the teachers were told that I had trouble focusing on school because of what had happened. So I guess none of them will really care if I don't listen.

I closed my eyes and got slight flashbacks from last night.

Harrys hands all over my body, our lips as well as bodies colliding over and over again, me making sounds I've never even knew I could make and Harry's careful moves to make sure I wouldn't get hurt- but still not going slow.

"Ms. Wilson?" Mrs. Browns voice said harshly and I opened my eyes raising my brows.
"Yes?" I said and lifted my head from its resting place on my knuckles.

"I do not tolerate you- or anyone- sleeping in my classroom. I'd like to have a chat with you after class" she said and looked at me with daggers in her eyes.

I sighed and slumped into my seat as she continued the class, Tao nudged my knee with his and I looked up at him.

"You okay?" He mouthed and I nodded, he smiled down at me and placed a hand on mine. I smiled up at him and we both turned our heads to look at the board. But my mind just kept on repeating the night before.

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"I hate Mrs. Brown- she literally told me she didn't care that my mum died and that I still need to focus in her class" I said as me and Tao were walking down the corridor to get to our classrooms.

"I mean.. it's been what, four months? I get that you're still processing it but she's kinda right? You don't want to fail do you?" He asked and I raised my eyebrows.

"I- sure I don't want to fail but that doesn't mean I'm still not over my mum fucking dying" I said and furrowed my brows. "Whatever" I said and headed to my science class without sharing another word with him.

I sat down in my usual seat sighing as I put my head onto the table, I heard snickering a few rows behind me and I looked up.

"Isn't that the girl whose mum died?" A girl said,
"I heard it was a plane crash" another one said,
"No it was definitely some medical thing" the third one said and I turned around.

"You know I can still hear you? I'm not deaf, plus you guys talk really loud. And she died in a car accident, so will you please just shut up?" I said looking them up and down.

"Jeez, no need to be rude" the first girl said and I scoffed. I stood up grabbing my things walking out of the classroom as the teacher reached the door.

"Ms. Wilson?" He said but I walked right past him and out of the school. I pulled out my phone and opened iMessage before closing it again.

I began shaking due to the weather and me not having a coat on and started to walk home.

I sighed and then slumped down on the nearest bench.

I opened up my phone and dialled my mums number, I know it sounds silly but I don't know what else to do.

It rang four signals but then beeped. "Hi mum, I don't know what to do anymore, I miss you so much it hurts. Please come back" I said and a few silent tears rolled down my face. "I love you" I said and hung up.

I exhaled and wiped my tears, I looked up into the grey sky and felt a cold wind wash over me. It felt almost as if the wind could feel how I felt. And it's compassionate hands glazed my skin, showing it's support and empathy.

I crossed my arms sort of hugging myself to keep warm. I blinked away a few tears and then felt myself beginning to sob.

The tears I was so desperately trying to push back were now spilling out of me like two waterfalls, loud cries were leaving my mouth and the people walking by were probably thinking I was mental.