hi matt,
i just got flashbacks to the week we broke up. i should've seen it coming.
the times i would call you and you would suddenly get mad even when i didn't do anything. but i was so in love that i didn't even realize that i did nothing wrong. i was so convinced that i was the problem.
did you love me? did you hate me? i don't understand. these thoughts would go on for hours. did i say or do something? i could never win with you.
i would've broken up with you that first time. but i didn't. i never understood why i didn't walk away before you did first.
maybe it was as because that was all i had. you were all i had. the rollercoaster of going one step forward and three steps back was all i had. i assumed it was love.
at least, it was in the beginning before it started falling apart.
— celeste.
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SOUR , m. sturniolo ✓
Fanfictionin which she writes an album of letters for her ex. matt sturniolo x fem!oc COMPLETED! themegamet, 2023.
