SOUR , m. sturniolo ✓

vii. happier

matt,

it's been a month.

i don't even know why i'm doing this. why i'm writing letters like the obsessive ex girlfriend i am.

 maybe i just want to know the reason. the reason why you suddenly walked away and shattered my heart into a million pieces with no one to pick it up.

i know you've moved on. and i'm happy for you, really, it's so great. you found someone else to bring out your good side. i hope she never gets to see the other side. the side that started to come out towards the end. the side that ripped me apart and left.

she so sweet. and so pretty. i get why you chose her.

i just wish you weren't so happy. 

i want you to be happy, of course. that's all i ever wanted for you. my top priority is your happiness.

but i don't want you to be as happy as you were when we dated

i'm being selfish.. but i just can't let you go. no matter how hard i try, i can't seem to grasp the concept that you've moved on and i didn't.

you probably compliment her and treat her well. i remember when you used to that to me. and i believed you.

i wish you the best, matt. i really do. 

say that you love her, i don't care, but don't love her like you loved me. 

i hope you're happy, but don't be happier.

celeste.