SOUR , m. sturniolo ✓

ix. hope ur ok

matt,

this is my last letter. i've decided that i'm not doing anymore. 

why?

because at this point i've just accepted that it wasn't me.

you were the problem.

you were the one who left.

you were the one who treated me like dirt when i did nothing.

you were the one who made me think it was me.

i don't care about the reason anymore

tell me, don't tell me. it's your call.

but i'm over you, matt.

i've moved on.

i realized that it was unhealthy to constantly degrade myself and think i was the reason.

i think a part of me will always love you, no matter what.

 you were my first love, first kiss, first guy to make me feel like i was someone special. 

my first everything.

i hope you're okay, matt. 

i hope you're doing good. 

and i hope she's doing good, too.

love,

celeste.