"Life will get better"
"It will eventually love me and I will love it"
But I recalled that this is the millionth time I have said it
"I will be on the top of that mountain"
"And one day, I will say I did it"
But I recalled everytime I ended up falling
And everytime I learned that life is boring
"I'm gonna be successful one day"
"I will feel safe one day"
But I recalled that to be happy, there is way too much to pay
To pay lonely nights and failures
Too much that I couldn't bear
To pay nightmares with no one to share
Learned that I'm too weak to complete
That it's too heavy on me and that I'm too fragile to compete
Learned that it's not my place and could never be
That maybe it is for anyone who isn't me
Or another world for me
In another world, I wish I could only have one thing without losing the other
I wish I had my dreams with no one to bother
I wish it could love me and I could love it
To be on the top of that mountain
To finally say I did it
To find someone who would choose me again
To find someone who loves me without getting into too much pain
In another world,
I wish I could be more bold
To actually love myself with who I am
To be proud of me for the seas I swam
To reach to that seashore
Because I've been drowning for too long
To survive from that sore
And maybe turn it to an inspirational song
But it's all in my dreams
Because maybe nothing is good as it seems.
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Another World
PoetryA collection of poems, thoughts, and feelings that may take you far from reality. Warning: you may be the character involved in this work!
