stella zegras, twin sister of trevor zegras, navigates her way through the ups and downs of being the only female on the new jersey devils, or any nhl team for that matter.
while she lives in new jersey, and the rest of her family lies in anaheim, i...
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once i got off the bus, i made a detour instead of walking into the hotel.
i wanted to look at the stars. i know that detroit is a pretty populated city, but the stars are very clear here.
in new jersey, since it's so close to new york, seeing the stars isn't as easy.
i made my walk until i found a nice spot to look from. since this hotel is in the middle of nowhere, it's not like anyone is going to creep up on me.
as i was staring at the stars, which are one of the most beautiful things in my opinion, i couldn't think about the constellations like i usually do.
i think of all the constellations i can find and point them out to myself, thinking about the origin in each one.
tonight though, i wasn't thinking about constellations. i was thinking about something else, rather, someone else.
i was thinking about him.
i was thinking about how his green eyes are the most beautiful view i've ever seen, topping the stars by a mile. how his hair falls perfectly without him even trying. the way his teeth shine when he smiles his perfect smile.
i shouldn't be thinking about him. i shouldn't feel this way about him. it's wrong.
he helped me through one rough day and i feel like this about him.
not that i'm falling for him or anything.
i just feel friendly towards him, definitely not anything romantic.
right?
saying that things i feel are platonic doesn't feel right.
i don't feel the same way about jack that i feel about dawson. dawson is my friend, jack is my...
i don't really know.
i can't be falling for jack, i won't let myself. trevor would be livid.
maybe i'm not falling for him, maybe i'm just grateful he helped me out of my anxiety attack.
that has to be it.
the stars usually help me calm down from stressful situations and just life in general, but tonight they aren't really helping.
i find a nearby rock and sit down on it. as i was sitting down, i see a figure out of the corner of my eye.
