Chapter 26: being tricked by girls

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Alpha reached out to touch my back and play with my hair, his fingers gentle and soothing. It was as if he was treating me like a puppy, and despite myself, I found myself laughing at his playful behavior.

"You're always so serious, Emily," he said with a small smile. "I like seeing you laugh."

I couldn't help but feel a twinge of guilt at the thought of the argument we had earlier. Maybe things didn't have to be so complicated between us. But then again, I couldn't forget the way I felt when I saw those girls at the training field. The thought of being with Alpha while being constantly watched and harassed was suffocating.

As if sensing my thoughts, Alpha's expression turned serious. "Emily, I know things are complicated between us, but I want you to know that I'm here for you. Whatever you need, I'll be there for you."

His words were comforting, but at the same time, they only added to the confusion in my mind. I didn't know what I wanted or what I should do. I leaned back on the swing, closing my eyes and taking a deep breath.

"I appreciate that, Alpha," I finally said, my voice soft. "But I need some time to figure things out."

Alpha's hand stilled on my back, and I could sense the disappointment in his posture. "I understand," he said, stepping back and giving me some space. "Just know that I'm not going anywhere."

I opened my eyes and looked up at him, feeling a mix of emotions. Sadness, confusion, and perhaps a hint of longing. But most of all, I felt grateful for Alpha's understanding and patience. I didn't know where things were headed between us, but for now, I was content with just being in his presence.

The next day, as I walked through the small town, I couldn't help but feel the eyes of the townsfolk on me. They whispered behind my back, casting judgmental glances me way. I could feel their stares piercing through my skin like hot needles, and I knew exactly what they were thinking.

I could hear their words, even though they weren't spoken out loud. "Look at her, out all night with Alpha. She's nothing but a tramp. She's probably sleeping around with him." I could feel her face burning with shame and embarrassment. I tried to ignore them, but their harsh words kept ringing in my ears.

It was as if they were all waiting for me to slip up, waiting for me to make a mistake so they could pounce on me and tear me apart. I had never felt so alone and vulnerable. I wanted to run and hide, to escape the prying eyes of the townsfolk, but I knew there was no way to escape the gossip and judgment.

I felt like I was living in a nightmare, and I couldn't wake up from it. I was hurt and angry that people were so quick to judge me without even knowing the truth. I wanted to scream out, to tell them that they were wrong, but I knew it wouldn't make a difference.

I just had to endure it, knowing that the rumors and the stares would eventually die down. I walked with my head down, avoiding eye contact with anyone.

I woke up the next morning, feeling slightly better after a good night's sleep. However, as soon as I stepped outside, I noticed that people were giving me strange looks. It was like I was a target of their judgment, their silent condemnations. I felt uncomfortable and exposed, like I was doing something wrong.

As I walked down the street, people avoided eye contact with me, and some even whispered behind my back. It was as if my reputation had been tarnished overnight. I couldn't help but wonder if it had something to do with Alpha and our relationship.

As I made my way to the door of the training field, my heart felt heavy with worry. I knew I was going to have to face the judgmental stares and cruel words of the other pack members. When I saw Sarah sitting there, waiting for me, my sadness only deepened. She had heard the rumors about me, and I could see the concern etched on her face.

"I'm so sorry, Emily," she said softly as I approached. "I can't believe how awful they're being to you. It's not fair."

I shook my head, trying to hold back tears. "I don't understand why they're all so quick to judge me," I said, my voice trembling. "I thought we were supposed to be a pack, a family."

Sarah put her arm around my shoulders, giving me a gentle squeeze. "I know, Emily. It's not right. But you have to be strong. Don't let them see that they're getting to you."

I took a deep breath, trying to compose myself. I knew Sarah was right, but it was hard not to let the hurt and anger consume me. As we entered the training field, I braced myself for the onslaught of judgment that awaited me.

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