The next morning arrived quicker than expected but I managed to get in a few hours of sleep . I was expecting Enzo to be right beside me but when I awoke neither him or Elijah were there .
I attempt to sit up but wince at the pain I felt right beneath my abdomen. Fuck . So I slowly pushed myself up exhaling a sharp breath .
I rub my eyes and stretch , I then furrow my eyebrows at my damp shirt and realize my breasts had leak. When this happened it meant I needed to feed him . "Oh God ." I whine
The door creaks open and Enzo walks in shirtless with Elijah in his arms , he closes the door behind him and I give him a smile as he approaches me . "Good morning." His deep voice says as he plants a soft kiss on my forehead . "good morning baby."
"He's definitely hungry now."
"He hasn't been crying has he?" I ask hoping he didn't wake up Enzo .
"No he's been Okay." Enzo places him in my arms And I smile in awe when he looks into my eyes . One of his eyes was an emerald green like Enzo's and the other almond like mine .
"I can't believe we made him." I whisper beginning to lift up my shirt , and place my nipple into his mouth , I lift my arm up so he's more comfortable and sigh.
I really need to start pumping milk .
"Lucky motherfucker," I hear Lorenzo mutter to himself making me snort , "jealous ?"
"Yes I fucking am." He growls , and I quickly place my finger against his lips cutting him off . "Don't curse , he can hear." I scold taking my finger off .
"Sorry... are you hungry ? Nonna made breakfast."
"Yes I'm starving." I whine
"I'll bring you some food okay?"
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Whilst Enzo went downstairs to get breakfast for me , I managed to put Elijah to sleep , since we didn't have his crib with us he slept on the same bed as Enzo and I . My motherly instincts kicked in and I surrounded him with pillows so he wouldn't fall or anything.He's a newborn Anya .
My inner subconscious spoke and I sighed , glancing at his tiny scrunched up body . His hair was a light brown and mine was darker and it was obvious he was Lorenzo's son despite him just being a few hours old .
I softly kiss his forehead , inhaling his scent before leaning back . Newborns smell like heaven and it may sound strange but it's true .
"Mommy loves you ." I whisper pulling awayI waddle towards the bathroom and attempt
To freshen up before Enzo gets back , I looked a mess . Zoe checked on me not so long ago and told me I looked okay but my I could feel my insecurities creeping in .I pick up the hairbrush and begin to brush my curls , it was definitely time for a change , I've been brunette my entire life . I brush my teeth and do all my hygienic stuff before making my way into the closet . I change into a fresh pair of pyjamas before deciding to go downstairs.
I was bored
My hand tightly grips the banister as I begin to take slow steps down the stairs , I could hear chatter as I became closer and closer .
"Anya!" Leona gasps quickly rushing towards me , I feel everyone's eyes on me . "Are you okay ? How's Elijah ."
I smile at her meeting eyes with Enzo who furrows his eyebrows. "He's okay he's asleep ." I respond taking a seat which was beside Enzo .
"Are you okay ? How'd you get downstairs."
"I'm fine , I walked ."
He hands me a plate filled with food and I feel my stomach growl ready to devour everything.
"How does it feel to be a mother?" Nonna asks
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Fanfiction"Often it is the most deserving people who cannot help loving those who destroy them." Anya Bernardi : A 21 year old living in a home where pain is inflicted upon her. She wants nothing more than to run away and start a new life , a new adventure...