Chapter 59

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The next morning arrived quicker than expected but I managed to get in a few hours of sleep . I was expecting Enzo to be right beside me but when I awoke neither him or Elijah were there .

I attempt to sit up but wince at the pain I felt right beneath my abdomen. Fuck . So I slowly pushed myself up exhaling a sharp breath .

I rub my eyes and stretch , I then furrow my eyebrows at my damp shirt and realize my breasts had leak. When this happened it meant I needed to feed him . "Oh God ." I whine

The door creaks open and Enzo walks in shirtless with Elijah in his arms , he closes the door behind him and I give him a smile as he approaches me . "Good morning." His deep voice says as he plants a soft kiss on my forehead . "good morning baby."

"He's definitely hungry now."

"He hasn't been crying has he?" I ask hoping he didn't wake up Enzo .

"No he's been Okay." Enzo places him in my arms And I smile in awe when he looks into my eyes . One of his eyes was an emerald green like Enzo's and the other almond like mine .

"I can't believe we made him." I whisper beginning to lift up my shirt , and place my nipple into his mouth , I lift my arm up so he's more comfortable and sigh.

I really need to start pumping milk .

"Lucky motherfucker," I hear Lorenzo mutter to himself making me snort , "jealous ?"

"Yes I fucking am." He growls , and I quickly place my finger against his lips cutting him off . "Don't curse , he can hear." I scold taking my finger off .

"Sorry... are you hungry ? Nonna made breakfast."

"Yes I'm starving." I whine

"I'll bring you some food okay?"

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Whilst Enzo went downstairs to get breakfast for me , I managed to put Elijah to sleep , since we didn't have his crib with us he slept on the same bed as Enzo and I . My motherly instincts kicked in and I surrounded him with pillows so he wouldn't fall or anything.

He's a newborn Anya .

My inner subconscious spoke and I sighed , glancing at his tiny scrunched up body . His hair was a light brown and mine was darker and it was obvious he was Lorenzo's son despite him just being a few hours old .

I softly kiss his forehead , inhaling his scent before leaning back . Newborns smell like heaven and it may sound strange but it's true .
"Mommy loves you ." I whisper pulling away

I waddle towards the bathroom and attempt
To freshen up before Enzo gets back , I looked a mess . Zoe checked on me not so long ago and told me I looked okay but my I could feel my insecurities creeping in .

I pick up the hairbrush and begin to brush my curls , it was definitely time for a change , I've been brunette my entire life . I brush my teeth and do all my hygienic stuff before making my way into the closet . I change into a fresh pair of pyjamas before deciding to go downstairs.

I was bored

My hand tightly grips the banister as I begin to take slow steps down the stairs , I could hear chatter as I became closer and closer .

"Anya!" Leona gasps quickly rushing towards me , I feel everyone's eyes on me . "Are you okay ? How's Elijah ."

I smile at her meeting eyes with Enzo who furrows his eyebrows. "He's okay he's asleep ." I respond taking a seat which was beside Enzo .

"Are you okay ? How'd you get downstairs."

"I'm fine , I walked ."

He hands me a plate filled with food and I feel my stomach growl ready to devour everything.
"How does it feel to be a mother?" Nonna asks

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