Broken, Not Fragile.

2. If He Feels Anything For Me?

He knows my answer to everything is him but what does he thinks of me makes me ponder at night,
And he needs to understand that I'm not as mature of a person he has portrayed me in his head after reading the shits I write.

There's a past of me I can't let go and he too got his stories which are slightly unheard,
And if we talk, I'd play the conversation in my head word-to-word.

I want to tell him that I'll fly up in the sky and sing my own melody, if I were a blue-bird,
But I stop myself from saying so 'cause I've a hunch that he'll find the whole idea absurd.

I'm not trying to hide my feelings, thoughts or flaws this time around,
But then I wonder how the rawness of my thoughts looks to him or if I make him feel the urge to show his long buried wound?

I get more anxious than he knows or thinks but I maintain the cool,
And maybe he thinks I'm daring while I'm fearing falling for him and make myself a fool.