AVATAR one shots :)

Aonung - To me you were a somebody II

Ever since my fight with you a week ago, I've been thinking about your words. I admit that I haven't been around you much lately. I just wanted to be seen as a suitable young Olo'eyktan. I want my people to respect me and to know i can be a good clan leader.

Umarì has been nothing but kind to me lately, so i just did not think it was fair of you to react this way, but I understand though.

Young Na'vis my age had decided to throw me an event to celebrate my rite of passage, Umarì being the one who organised most of it. She just wanted to make me smile. I think she noticed how i was lost in thoughts this past week.

The night was young and people were having fun, but i just couldn't help but be upset that my best friend wasn't there to celebrate with me.

I needed a bit of air, to get away from the crowd. I made my way out of the pod we were in and walked away to sit in the sand. The waves would hit my feet every few minutes, it was refreshing. I couldn't help but think about you. You've always been there for me, through worst and through best. You always made me feel like i could be myself with you, you reminded me often that i was enough.

You were truly the best friend i could've ever asked for. But what if i felt more for you than just friendship? Does it mean i ruined everything and now it's too late?

I let out a long sigh, hiding my face into my hands. "(Y/N) was right. I am a joke." I said to myself.

"Hey future Olo'eyktan, why are you out here?" I heard Umarì called from behind me. I slowly turned my head to look at her. "All your friends are over there." She spoke again.

"Not all my friends." I coldly said, I truly didn't need to be rude to her.

"You mean that no friend loser who you used to hang out with?" She said rolling her eyes. I glared at her wondering who the fuck she thought she was to be saying this about you. She approached me and sat down next to me, grabbing my face with her hands. "Forget about them, they're a nobody."

I pulled my face away and stood up to make space between us. "No, I'm the nobody."

She started laughing before she stood up and walked up next to me again. "Oh let me guess. They told you that they loved you, is that it?" She chuckled once more and grabbed my hand leading me closer to her. "And it's not like you feel the same way about them." She stated as if she knew exactly how i felt about you.

I looked down, thinking to myself for a few seconds before i looked back at Umarì with a smile on my face. She returned the smile as i slowly stepped back. "You know what? i don't think this is going to work out." I said pointing to the both of us.

"Are you dumping me?" She asked surprised as if she didn't see this coming. Come on now. I slowly nodded my head yes, the smile on my face still very much present. I slowly looked down as i waited for a reaction, seeing as nothing was being said, i looked back up and flinched at the face Umarì was making.

She was terrifying.

"Let me explain something to you." She said as she took a step closer to me. "You do not." She was getting really close and she was really scary, i'm not going to lie. "Break up with me, without consequences." She finished her sentence before she smacked her hand across my cheek. The impact was hard and i quickly raised my hand up to my cheek as i watched her leave, angry and frustrated.

"Damn woman- she's strong as hell-" I said to myself as i softly touch my cheek. This will leave a mark, that's for sure.

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The next day, i knew it was time to go talk to you. I had took a lot of time already and i was hoping i could still apologise to you.

I did not sleep much last night, or the few nights before. I couldn't get you out of my head and when i got lost in my thoughts thinking about you, i made a necklace. So i decided that the best way to apologise, and confess my feelings for you, was to gift you a piece of jewellery.