When Did It Go Wrong?

Chapter 21: Unexpected Love

As fate would have it, the covid19 lockdown brought a unique opportunity into my life, one that I never could have imagined. It was during this time that I met a girl named Olivia.

It all started with a simple comment on an Instagram post about the multiverse. Olivia's comment caught my attention, and I couldn't resist the urge to strike up a conversation with her. Before I knew it, we were exchanging messages in our private DMs, and the multiverse soon became a distant memory as our conversations delved into more personal topics.

Looking back, I couldn't have predicted that such a chance encounter would bring about such a profound connection. But sometimes, life has a way of surprising us in the most unexpected ways. And for me, that surprise came in the form of Olivia, who turned out to be much more than just a fleeting online acquaintance.

As I sat down to pen my thoughts about Olivia, I couldn't help but marvel at the stark contrast between her and Jasmine. In terms of looks and personality, Olivia was a world apart from Jasmine. Yet, despite their dissimilarities, our conversations flowed seamlessly. It was as if we had known each other for years. Our discussions continued day and night, and I found myself returning to those familiar sleepless nights, constantly mindful of the time difference. It was as if the distance between us had dissolved, and we

were two souls completely attuned to each other's wavelength.

As I reflect upon that period in my life, I realize that I never divulged the details of my relationship with Jasmine to Olivia. We didn't typically engage in conversations about romantic relationships, but we did discuss my health condition. Olivia was pursuing her dream of becoming a nurse, and her natural inclination to care for others was evident in her unwavering concern for my well-being. I remember feeling grateful for her kindness, which was particularly comforting given my struggles with diabetes at the time.

As the lockdown restrictions began to ease, our conversations continued to flourish. I was drawn to her unwavering support and genuine interest in my well-being.

Even as life slowly returned to some sense of normalcy, I found myself eager to stay in touch with Olivia who had become such an important part of my life.

It was during this time that I realized the financial strain my medical needs were placed on my family. With a heavy heart, I decided to seek out employment and contribute to the household finances. For three long months that summer, I worked tirelessly to earn a respectable amount of money, all in the hopes of easing the burden of paying for my insulin and doctor's appointments.

Despite the challenges that lay ahead, our conversations never faltered. Olivia continued to provide a beacon of hope and comfort during a time of great uncertainty. And as I looked towards the future with renewed optimism, I knew that I would always be grateful for the unwavering

support of Olivia who had become such an integral part of my life.

As I sit down to write these words, I am reminded of how much my life has changed over the past few months. Gone are the days of waking up late and rushing to work with barely enough time to grab a cup of coffee. Instead, my routine now revolves around starting my day with a special message for Olivia - a thoughtful paragraph that sets the tone for our conversations to come.

You see, Olivia and I committed early on in our relationship to discuss a different topic each day. We wanted to ensure that our conversations remained fresh and exciting and that the spark between us never faded. And so, each morning, I dedicate some time to crafting the

perfect message for her to wake up to, a message that will pique her interest and ignite our daily dialogue.

After work, I return home and begin my evening routine. First, I take a refreshing shower to wash away the stresses of the day, I take my medications to ensure my health remains in check. Then, I prepare a delicious meal, taking care to choose ingredients that will nourish my body and delight my taste buds.

But perhaps the highlight of my day is the time I spend talking to Olivia. By the time I get home, she has already finished her schoolwork and is eagerly awaiting our conversation. And so, we talk and laugh and share stories, exploring new topics and deepening our connection with each passing day.

It may sound simple, but this routine has brought a sense of joy and purpose to my life that I never knew was possible. And as I write these words, I am grateful for the love and companionship that Olivia brings to my world every day.

As I sat there, gazing into Olivia's captivating eyes, I couldn't help but feel a sense of comfort wash over me. It was as if we were two puzzle pieces that perfectly fit together, our interests, energy, and commitments aligned effortlessly. However, as much as I wanted to indulge in the euphoria of our connection, the thought of Jasmine crept up in my mind like a warning. I knew all too well the disastrous consequences that could arise from pursuing a relationship with Olivia, yet my heart yearned for her presence.

Caught amid this internal conflict, my mind and heart engaged in a fierce battle. On one hand, my rational side reminded me of the risks and distance between us, while on the other hand, my emotions begged to differ.

I was torn between my desire to stay with Olivia and my fear of confessing my attraction to her. It was a dilemma that consumed me at that moment, leaving me unsure of what to do next.