Saudade

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Moments later
Roc's pov
Chasity's finally finished with the biopsy. Dr.Brown said they should've collected enough bone marrow to get more information about her stage and possible treatment options.

Nurse: I heard you did very well for your first biopsy Ms.Chasity.
YN: I'm so proud of you, Ty.
Chasity: thanks guys.
Syl: I don't think I'd ever be able to be that still.
Chasity: can we leave now?
YN: not yet Ty. We gotta make sure you're okay to walk again and stuff.
Me: I'll be right back.
Chasity: where ya going?
Me: uh ... Bathroom. I'm coming back.

I don't really need to potty. I got some questions and I need answers. I knocked onto Dr.Monroe 's office door. And I heard her say "come in"

D.M: Oh, Chresanto. How can I assist you?
Me: uhh, I was just wondering how much is a personal nurse?
D.M: a what? Im sorry, I'm not following
Me: a care giver for someone in Chasity's case...How much?
D.M: oh, they usually run from $700 all the way to $3000 a month. But that doesn't include the actual equipment needed on site at all times. And those are expensive too
Me: money's not a problem. I just need to know if I can be done. Yes or no?
D.M: yes, it can but... YN has requested you not pay for any of Chasity's treatments, procedures, equipment etc.
Me: what?! Why!!
D.M: I think it's best you ask her because I'm not sure.

Why would YN do that?! I left Dr.Monroe's office and went back to Chasity's room.

Me: Hey, YN.
YN: hey?
Me: can I speak to you in private for a minute?
YN: sure.

We left the room and walked into the hospital hallway.

YN: Yeah?
Me: so Dr. Monroe told me that you've "requested" I not help pay for any of Chasity's treatments and equipment?
YN: uh, yeah about that-
Me: WHY?!
YN: Chresanto, please 😔
Me: No, What the fuck?! I just wanna help Chasity. You're so used to blocking everyone out, you don't know who to let come in.

I can tell I was causing a scene, people were turning their heads in our direction and began to whisper. She took my hand and led me to the nearest restroom and locked the door

YN: okay, Chres. I don't want things to get complicated. And you paying for all that stuff, would make me feel like I owe you.
Me: Baby, never! I just-
YN: Chres, I understand you want to help but not in the form of money.
Me: but you know I have it. You know I can help Chasity.
YN: well, help her by being there for her. Help her by being that big brother she's always wanted. Not through money.
Me: but-
YN: No,Chresanto! Just no.
Me: okay.
YN: And Don't be yelling at me in public like that. Fuck I look like?!  I ain't your little bitch
Me: nah, but you're my baby 😏
YN: I don't care. Bitch, Baby, or even house maid?! Don't be yelling at me like that in public!
Me: so whatchu gon do about it, shawty?

YN pov
He grabbed my waist and pulled my body closer to his. Our faces were only inches apart. I could feel his soft breaths hit my face.

Me: Ima have to beat dat ass next time.
Chres: beat my ass? Nah, Ima beat your ass.
Me: hmm, is that right?
Chres: yea😏

I cupped the sides of his face, and pushed my lips onto his and our tongues began to dance and caress in unison. He slid his hands up my shirt along my waist. I worked my hands up his shirt and began to feel his tight abs. I pulled the shirt over his head and off of his body. Then he pulled my legs up and around his waist. Our kissing grew more and more intense. He placed me onto the sink to face him, and took my shirt off. He placed his soft kisses onto my neck, and began to give me small hickies. Soft moans began to slip form my mouth. And I felt him smile, as I ran my hands through his soft curls and -

KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!

?: I need to use the bathroom

Me: oh shit. I forgot we were in the hospital restroom 😂
Chresanto: me too 😭😭

We quickly put our shirts back on, and I was sure to wipe off all the lip gloss off his lips & face this time.

Chresanto; we'll finish this another time, baby girl. 😉😈