heyo,, sorry for bothering 🥲
i write here a lot but it helps me not have an emotional breakdown or taking my anger out on someone who doesn't deserve it !
so uh yeah, almost drowned 3 times (i wish one of those times would've taken me out.) and uh came back to get little affection only for it to be used against me in a fight and now i'm this close to fucking running away but that wouldn't work since i'm in a resort,,
every anniversary i've ever had never worked out. i've tried celebrating my birthday only for it to start in the biggest fight my friend group ever had. tried celebrating my one year in disc with someone special and they fucking ruined it for me saying that it wasn't special
me and my mother fought but i didn't fight back much since i'm her little fucking dog, anyways she fucking put her anger out on me because i spilt something and now she's acting like it's the end of the world (i wish it was) like fucking fine _____, KEEP YOUR FUCKING BLANKET, IM SO HAPPY TO BE THE FAVORITE ONLY TO BE USED FOR YOUR HATE AND ANGER,, ive only wanted to say one thing to her: fuck you. and i never said it because i don't have the confidence and im pretty sure i'd die. no, literally. she threatened it many times and im scared she'll actually go through with that promise to either send me to an orphanage or stab me.
im not doing okay and i need someone i can cuddle with right now because i forgot my teddy at home and i'm panicking and i'm so fucking scared.
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Venting art or writing cause live sucks ❤️
Casualeliterally the title, please don't mind this. this is just a stress reliever, you could read if you want, but i suggest my other art books and or stories :)
