This is for all the austin butler and Little Mix Stans!
disclaimer: this story will have nothing to do with jade thirwall and she will not be mentioned, This story will switch between third and first person depending on what i think suits that chap...
TW: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM FROM THE PARAGRAPH STARTING YOU ARRIVE BACK AND YOURS AND AUSTINS TOO THE END OF THIS CHAPTER IF THIS TOPIC IS TRIGGERING THEN PLEASE STOP READING WHEN YOU REACH THAT POINT. context: p- perrie, E- ellie L- leigh anne @____ - commenters
it has been 3 days since you and austin flew back from bora bora and today you were making the big announcement. You got in your car and drove to the studio were you would be announcing your return. you had all decided to do it on an instagram live and make your posts afterwards as that way you could also interact with your fans.
you pull up to the studio and see perrie and axel. "Axel!" he turns his head to look at you and starts kicking his legs and smiling he reaches his arms put for you to hold him to which you do. "how are you and austin?" perrie says while sitting down "were good, but i need a baby like rn cus axel and the twins are so fucking cute and im jealous and need one" she laughs at your response. you hear the door open and see leigh walk in with the twins. "hey ell, hey pez" "hey leigh" you say in sync.
THE LIVE
p- Hey everyone!
@lmstan66: AHH WHATS THE ANNOUNCEMENT? @tomholland: I DONT EVEN KNOW THE ANNOUNCEMENT COME ON GIRLS THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME @littlemix189:COME ON GUYSSS
E- Right so seeing as everyones dying for the announcement *you all laugh* L-so we are reuniting!
perrie point at what kaia says and nudges you, you turn to her and shrug, you had no idea
E- well were gonna get off now bye! p-bye! l-bye
END OF LIVE
"what was the whole thing with kaia gerber about?" perrie says darting you a look "i dont know"
Instagram DM
Kaia Gerber-Ellie Holland
Kaia Gerber fuck you ellie holland. you may not know me but i know you i was meant to be the one getting proposed to by austin not you. Your the reason i didnt get my chance. Your the reason were just friends, he wont be yours forever. Remeber that. i saw him the other day he loves me not you.
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Ellie Holland no actually i have no clue who you are and quite honestly i don't want to know and you'll be lucky to have a career after this and i swear to fucking god.
You arrive back at yours and austins home and you storm in with more anger then you've ever felt before. "AUSTIN BUTLER I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IM GONNA KILL YOU" you grab a glass from the kitchen and throw it at the wall full of anger. austin walks down the staircase confused "what did i do ive been here all day" you throw your phone at him and he looks at the messages. "THATS WHAT AUSTIN FUCKING KAIA GERBER" he turns around, grabs his car keys and storms out.
You feel tears begin to stream down your face. you run into the bathroom and grab a razor and run it across your wrists you watch the blood fall out of your wrists and you hate yourself for relapsing.
twenty minutes later your still sat staring at the wall when austin walks in the bathroom. his face drops and he runs over to you. "ellie what have you done?!" "why do you care you like kaia" "no no no you've got everything wrong, Kaia and i were talking before and at the beginning of filming elvis we were talking. she liked me alot but i knew straight away i didnt feel the same back. i met you on the set and from the first time we spoke i knew i needed to marry you one day not kaia. I love you so fucking much ellie i could never dream of a life without you but for some reason kaia just never got over the fact that i didnt want to be with her and im so fucking sorry i made you do and feel like this" you lay your head on his shoulder "im sorry for not asking you and freaking out, i love you" "i love you too now come on lets get you cleaned up baby"
