You are my angel Niall Horan

1. How it all started..

I'm Rafaella and i'm 22 years old. I never had any friends and no one has ever liked me cause i was too shy and because of my weight and how i looked like.

So this story is starting at July 2013. I was listening to some music at YouTube and suddenly i clicked and watched the video clip of One Direction "Best Song Ever." While i was watching the video clip i was smiling the whole time. I don't remember when was the last time i was smiling for so long..These adorable boys made me happy.

Rafaella: These boys made me happy and put a big smile on my face after a long time. I must learn more things about them.

And then is when all started. I searched about them and i started to listen to their music and these boys made me so happy and i loved these boys so much..

I was so happy after a long time and i fell in love with one of the boys.His name was Niall Horan. I love the fact that he is always so happy and laughs and smiles all the time. He was my angel sent from heaven that makes me so happy and so strong.

Rafaella: How i wish one day i get to meet my beautiful angel Niall and hug him and tell him how much i love him and how much happy and strong he makes me.. But sadly that will never happen and if i ever meet him he will not like me cause how i looked like. He is my everything but for him i'm just a girl of the millions that love him and admire him. I'm just a fan.

And i was crying myself to sleep every night for this..

PS. I really hope that one day i will meet my beautiful baby angel Niall. I will never lose my hope and i will never give up on this.. One day it will happen and it will be the best day ever...