After we got to Taeyong's house I slowly got her from my car and took her inside. I didn't know which room was hers so I put her on the couch, putting a blanket on. Then I wrote on a piece of paper a message for when she will wake up.
I watched her for some more minutes and left to my house as well.
Taeyong pov.
I woke up with a huge headache. I looked around and something caught my eye. It was a note on the coffee table beside the couch. I took a last look at the door and knew that dad wasn't home, again. I rolled my eyes and took the paper and started reading.
Taeyong,
I hope you slept well and that you are feeling better. You drank kind of a lot last night at the party and I took you home. I.. would have got you to your room, but I didn't know which one was yours so I decided to leave you on the couch. I hope the fact that I know where you live isn't creeping you out. San told me. Oh and don't worry about school, I messaged your father and told him that you weren't feeling well so he talked to the teacher to not go to school today. Get a lot of rest and see you tomorrow.
Seonghwa
My eyes wide as I finished reading the whole note. My heart started racing too and I thought I was dreaming. I slapped my hand and instantly knew that I wasn't dreaming.
I slowly got up and went upstairs to take a shower and change. I decided to get some more rest since I was home all day and wasn't feeling good.
As I was lying on my bed, my thoughts started to wander. I couldn't believe that Seonghwa had been the one to bring me home and take care of me. It was surreal.
I started to wonder how he knew where I lived, but then remembered that San had probably told him, even if it doesn't make any sense why he would have to know.
As I lay there, I couldn't help but feel grateful for his kindness. It was rare to find someone who would go out of their way to help you without expecting anything in return, especially a guy like Seonghwa.
Eventually, I fell back asleep, feeling comforted by the fact that he had been there for me when I needed someone.
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The next day, when I went back to school, I couldn't help but feel a bit nervous about seeing him. I didn't know what to say or how to act around him after what had happened.
As I walked into the classroom, I could feel Seonghwa's eyes on me. I tried to avoid looking at him, but I could feel his gaze burning into me. It wasn't until I sat down at my desk that I finally looked up at him.
He gave me a small smile and a nod, as if to acknowledge what had happened the night before. I felt a sense of relief wash over me and returned the smile.
The rest of the day went by without incident, but I couldn't shake the feeling that Seonghwa and I had some unfinished business between us.
As the day came to an end, I gathered my things and headed towards the door. Just as I was about to step out, Seonghwa caught up with me.
"Hey, Taeyong. Can we talk for a minute?" he asked, his eyes serious.
I nodded, feeling a knot form in my stomach. We walked out of the classroom and down the hall until we reached an empty classroom.
No one pov.
"What went on between them?" Yunho said from his locker with a smirk on his lips.
"Who knows." San spoke too as he finished cleaning his locker.
The boys looked at each other and then at the classroom where Taeyong went with Seonghwa.
"I don't think we should do what I'm thinking I would do. Leave them alone. Maybe they entered in that room as enemies but will come out as lovers, who knows." Yunho giggled and they left after San sent a text to Taeyong that he is leaving.
Taeyong pov.
I could feel my heart leaving my body. I was shaking and intimidated by Seonghwa's glance.
He didn't hesitate and went directly to the subject.
"Look, I don't want you to think I have feelings for you or anything would happen between us, Taeyong." My eyes wided at Seonghwa's words and my body started shaking again.
"I helped you at the party just because I felt bad for you and there wasn't anyone that could have helped you. Don't get me wrong, I like you as a friend, but nothing more. And I don't think I will do it too soon." I slowly nodded and tried to form a smile.
My heart sank lower with every word that Seonghwa spoke. The weight of his rejection felt like a ton of bricks crushing down on me, and I could barely breathe.
The tears I had been holding back for so long began to stream down my face, and I felt powerless to stop them. All the times I had fantasized about Seonghwa reciprocating my feelings, all the daydreams I had indulged in about us being together, came crashing down around me like a cruel joke.
I wanted to scream, to plead with Seonghwa to reconsider, to tell him that I couldn't just switch off my feelings for him like a light switch. But I knew it was pointless. Seonghwa had made up his mind, and my heart had been shattered into a million pieces.
As Seonghwa walked away, leaving me standing there alone and brokenhearted, I felt like I had lost a part of myself. The pain was so intense that I wondered if I would ever be able to recover from it.
I knew I had to face the truth. Seonghwa didn't feel the same way about me. It was a hard pill to swallow, but I had to accept it.
For days, I avoided Seonghwa and kept my distance, afraid that my feelings would resurface if I saw him again.
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This... didn't had to be that dramatic and sad but I didn't have any more ideas. I don't want to say this but I think the book will have a sad ending. Or maybe not, I DON'T EVEN KNOW.😭😭I don't know at what chapter I will put those two in a relationship but I think it will be after chapter 14. ALSO SEONGHWA SLEEPS OUTSIDE TONIGHT😤
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Hurt || Park Seonghwa
Fanfiction"I was hurt the whole time, I just didn't say anything." [ATEEZ's member Park Seonghwa] started: 31/01/23 finished: 25/06/23