// "Touch me yeah,
I want you to touch me there" //
———————————————The next day I woke up with a good vibe, for a reason or another. I felt like going out.
"You what?" my dad exclaimed, almost laughing out loud.
I rolled my eyes and went out the house. It was a rainy day, again. There were thunders and heavy rain coming, but I didn't care.
I was dressed full black again, my hair a mess and a messy full face make up. Ok, maybe not a full face, only huge eye liner, black under eye, mascara and highlight.
I went to the park and sat on a bench, getting out my pockets a packet of cigarettes.
"Mommy... what happened to that girl? Why is she like that?" I could hear a kid from distance talking to his mother.
"She may be going through a hard time honey. It's normal. Now let's go home because it's gonna rain soon." She told her child with a little smile on her lips.
I soon found myself smiling too. Finally someone who understands.
"Can I go and give her a huggy? At school, I give hugs to all the girls who are having a bad time. And they like it..."
His mom smiled again. "Of course, honey."
The little boy came towards me and held his arms open, waiting for me to accept his hug.
This reminded me of the first rain date I had with Seonghwa. We didn't know it will be raining and when we met we were all wet, but still went on that date.
I smiled to myself and put away my cigarette, hugging the little kid.
"I hope you will be alright soon miss."
"Thank you... I will surely be." I said as I waved him goodbye.
This already made me happier. But my mood was destroyed as I saw 3 boys smirking and coming towards me.
At first I thought they were the boys, but I was wrong.
"Look at you girl. Such a badass with all this makeup and those clothes. You look emo but hella hot."
I rolled my eyes and tried to leave, but one of them took one of my hand, dragging me back in front of them.
"Where are you going sweetheart? Let us repair you."
Now don't think that I was scared or anything but I was disgusted and wanted to get home as soon as I could.
One of them took my hands behind my back and the other two started kissing my neck. I couldn't even kick them in the balls. They knew the thingy.
Soon I found myself on the bench all moving and trying to get out of them, but didn't have any power in myself anymore. Those days I haven't ate properly and all my energy was gone now.
Only a miracle would save me right now... I thought to myself.
I always had at me a pocket knife from Seonghwa but couldn't use it at this moment since I couldn't move my hands at all.
"Ya'll are so boring." I told them rolling my eyes. "If you were real men you would take me into a car and kidnap me and fuck me but you're just keeping me outside in the rain and kiss my neck. How lame."
They all stopped and let me breathe. Damn their breath smelled so fucking bad.
As I tried to leave one of them smirked and kick my leg, causing me to fall on the ground.
"Bitch what the fuck-" But I couldn't say anything else as they took down their pants and were only in boxers.
They were so turned on by me that not even the devil himself could make them go back to normal.
"I swear to god I will cut ya'll's dicks. Leave me the fuck alone. Go and find yourself other sluts to fuck."
"Oh dear Taeyong..." One of them spoke. I was in shock. How the hell did they know my name?
Then the realization hit me. It was Seojun...
I made big eyes and got up from the ground, taking out the pocket knife.
Seojun rolled his eyes and smirked, taking it from me and throwing it in front of a boy that was at some distance.
He looked at it and picked it up, slowly coming towards the park.
"Oh my dear friend. Park Seonghwa."
As I looked at Seonghwa the other almost naked boys took me by the hands and put me with my hands on the bench, forcing me to stay on the ground on my knees.
"Choi Seojun..." He said as he smirked.
Then he looked at me being forced to almost fuck other men.
Even if we weren't together but still not broken up I still wanted him to come and save me.
And he did.
Seonghwa came with a smirk and kicked Seojun's knees, making him fall on the ground really badly. He took the matching pocket knife we had and slowly caressed his cheek with it. Seojun's cheek started bleeding badly as Seonghwa got it inside more and more.
The other two boys left me alone and stayed still.
"P-Please Seonghwa... I'm sorry for everything. Don't kill me. Please I'm begging..."
Seonghwa rolled his eyes and thought about something.
"I will leave you all alone if you make Yeona fall in love with you and leave me alone forever."
Seojun smiled and nodded continuously.
I sighed and felt something getting down my cheek. I couldn't tell if it was a tear or rain.
The boys left running and Seonghwa came to me. He took my hands and then I could tell what was going down my cheeks. Tears.
"Taeyong..." He whispered.
I closed my eyes and hugged him tight, putting my head on his shoulder and crying my heart out.
"I-I'm so sorry Taeyong... I shouldn't belive Yeona from the first day I met her... I'm sorry f-for everything..." He said, his voice trembling.
I knew he was feeling bad for everything. I knew that, somewhere in his heart, he still loved me. I knew that he would never let me go...
How much I missed his hugs...
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Let's pretend I haven't cried at all making this chapter. Also IM SO SORRY BUT THE BOOK WILL ONLY BE 33 CHAPTERS😭😭😭
I HAVE NO IDEAS WHAT TO WRITE ANYMORE SINCE IM ALREADY PUTTING THEM BACK TOGETHER IN THE NEXT CHAPTER💔
Hope you like the book, gosh how much I will cry when I will finish it
Thanks for all the support and comments, yall are making me laugh so badly
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Hurt || Park Seonghwa
Fanfic"I was hurt the whole time, I just didn't say anything." [ATEEZ's member Park Seonghwa] started: 31/01/23 finished: 25/06/23