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Part 5 here for you all

TW: self harm and suicidal thoughts
If you are triggered by this skip to the next chapter ♡

Enjoy ♡

Blossom 🌸
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Rosie's pov:

Lately another person seemed to be at the astronomy tower. There were shattered wine bottles and cigarettes. I currently sat in between the shards sipping whiskey. Alongside I listened to music. At one line I stopped.

"I'll try not to starve myself just because you're mad at me"

A voice started whispering in my head.

Am I fat?
I am fat.
And I am so boring.
There is no way other people could like me.

Help.

You don't deserve help.

But you need help.

Stop crying little baby just grow up already.

Someone help me.

No one can help you.

But I need help.

No one cares about you.
You're a nobody.
You're not worth anything.
Just kill yourself already.
Why are you still alive?

As the thoughts continued I let them consume me. I took a shard of glass and held it into the setting sun. It looked so pretty. I let my fingers glide over it before rolling my sleeve up and holding it against my skin. It was cold. I slowly turned it between my fingers and then dragged it across my skin. It first turned white but then some blood started to appear. I did the same thing a few times again. My wrist started hurting and my arm slightly burned but I had a smile plastered on my face.
I rolled my sleeve down and went to my dorm to sleep.

So this chapter is really short because I wanted the people who are triggered by this to not miss anything or accidentally read the sh part.

Love you all and stay safe ♡

Blossom 🌸

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