I'm sorry | Rui Kamishiro angst|

An amazing surprise

Rui POV:
As he let go of the hug I kept my face buried in his chest.

"Is everything ok Rui?" He spoke to me softly, it's not like how he used to talk, it's soft and calming, I like it.

"Yea it's fine." I respond quietly still with my face in his chest. He lifts up my face so I'm facing him.

"Rui you look terrible! Have you been getting enough sleep?" He sounds worried, I hate it when I make people worry about me, there's no point, I'm just useless but Mafuyu and Airi always tell me that I'm special and that I shouldn't talk about myself otherwise, they make me feel a lot better.

"Rui?" He asks

"Hm?"

"You zoned out, you just stared at me as if I was crazy." He chuckled, I went red with embarrassment.

"You seem really tired are you ok?" He asked me again.

"I'm fine." I mumbled.

Tsukasa POV:
"I'm fine." He mumbled, it was kinda cute- WAIT! Ok you know what I'm not gonna deny it, I think I still have feelings for Rui, but I don't know how to tell him. I put my arms back around him and kissed his forehead.

"Go to sleep Rui, I'll wake you up if anything happens." I spoke softly. He said something I couldn't quite catch but about 10 minutes later I heard soft snoring coming from Rui.

I heard someone yell something from not to far away, I look up to see Akito and ena looking pissed at me.

"And why are you with Rui?" Ena asked angrily.

"We met up here, I wanted to talk to him but he fell asleep." I responded.

"Yea well he's coming home with us, your not hurting him again like last time." Akito said clearly frustrated. I got pissed that they brought that up and I got defensive. Ena yelled at me just to let them take him and when she yelled I felt Rui squirm in my grip, it wasn't like he was trying to get out, it's more like he was scared of the yelling. Akito and Ena got more defensive over Rui yelling at me before Rui yelled at them:

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" The two looked shocked that Rui would ever dare speak to them like that and just left. I felt soft tears starting to stain my shirt, I felt so bad for Rui.

"Hey, Shhh it'll be ok, just calm down." I tried comforting him. A few minutes went past and he asked if we could go to my house.

"I'm not sure my parents would be happy with that-"

"pleeeeaaaaaseee." He pleaded.

"Fine! Fine, we'll go to my house." I respond as I pick him up gently. The walk was about 20 minutes but we got there. As soon as we got to the front of my house my parents started yelling at me.

"TSUKASA TENMA! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN! YOU KNOW ITS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO COOK DINNER!" My mother yelled at me.

"AND YOU KNOW YOUR NOT ALLOWED ANYONE OVER UNLESS YO TELL US FIRST! YOUR KICKED OUT! YOU CAN BARLEY DO ANYTHING WITHOUT HAVING TO BE TOLD!" They threw a bag at me with everything in it and slammed the door. The bag landed right on Rui's stomach.

"Oww." He mumbled.

"Sorry Rui." I say.

"It's fine." He responds. I end up taking him to nenes house, her and emu were having a sleepover there so I texted her and asked if I could come over.

                        Neigh Neigh 🐴
Tsu: hey can I come over, my parents kicked me out permanently, so can I stay until I can find a different place?

Neigh neigh 🐴: sure also knowing you your bound to bring someone else so is it just you or is there other people coming?

Tsu: Someone else is coming but who it is, is a surprise.

Neigh neigh 🐴: ok

I put my phone in my pocket and walk 5 minutes to nenes house. Rui was standing behind me, hugging me from behind. I ring the doorbell and nene answered.

"Ah, hi Tsukasa." Nene said, she hadn't noticed Rui yet because I grew taller than him within the two years we thought he was dead.

"Hello nene." I say.

"you said you were bringing someone else didn't you? Where are they?" She asks.

"Behind me." I say. She looks and sees a pair of hands wrapping around my stomach.

Nene POV:
I look and see a pair of hands wrapping around his stomach. They look light skinned and bony. I look at the wrists and they have bandages on them, this doesn't look like someone I kn- Rui. I think it's Rui. He used to hurt himself. He had a self harm addiction. But he killed himself two years ago?

"Who is that?" I ask hesitantly.

"Take a guess." He says.

"Rui." I say. I see a golden pair of eyes with purple hair peek out of the side of Tsukasa's body.

"We'll explain later but can you let us in? It's cold." Tsukasa says.

"Yea sure." I say. I don't know how to feel, my childhood best friend, who mind you I thought killed himself two years ago is alive?! Emu comes in and notices the hands wrapped around Tsukasa's stomach.

"Eh? Who's here with you Tsukasa-kun?" Emu asks.

"Someone special emu" he says. I lead them to my room and when we get there Tsukasa steps aside to show Rui. He looks scared.

"RUI-KUN?!" Emu screams in delight, tears streaming down her face as she races to hug Rui. He's taken aback but accepts the hug happily. I'm so happy to have him back, I felt like shit when I didn't stand up for him. I'm happy to know that rui still cares about us.

"can you explain why we thought you were dead for two years?" I ask. He looks up and nods. We reposition ourselves into a circle on the floor and let Rui explain himself.

A/N: WOOOOO 1K WORDS CHAPTER. This is your reward for staying this long because honestly I thought people would lose interest in this book really easily. Anyway next chapter will be out in a few days maybe a week. Have a good day/ night love you guys ❤️