Twentyfour • Thorn

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Staring at Sunny across the way I note the trepidation in him.

Back at the inn with all three of my mates standing around me as I sit on the edge of the bed wishing that we didn't have to deal with any of this. I tell myself firmly that I will not let them see me cry.

I own my own tears and I will not dispel them for anybody not matter how much it may hurt me.

So I sit here listening intently to Sunny trying to explain to me exactly what and why it happened.

With each word that comes from his mouth my own heart breaks a little further in two.

I can understand completely that he thought I was never going to return. Because in my mind at that time I was never planning on returning to either of them.

What I can't seem to wrap my head around is the thought of him keeping this a secret from me for so damn long.

It's not the idea of him sleeping with her that makes me so angry. It's just the general idea of all the secrecy wrapped around a big fat lie.

I would be calling myself double standard now if I held it against him for sleeping with Shari, because at that time, I was also thinking about sleeping with Tristan to be honest.

I was in all actuality going to reject them all then and just be with Tristan solely.

So unfortunately I can't hold any fault against Sunny for that. He thought we were over completely just as I did. People do tend to move on and like he said he was missing me and depressed about my absence just as I was about them.

I was planning on moving on also without them. We were one in the same.

I just can't understand why Sunny couldn't be more opened about it. Why would he hide it from me? I would have understood. I was doing the exact thing to them although I didn't go through with it. It was definitely on my mind, a lot.

I can understand the temptation. I was definitely tempted to do the same. Maybe I should have been open about how I was feeling then to all of them. Then we would probably not be in this horrible situation right now.

As I listen to him drone on and on about his adulterous affair I begin to become very unsettled.

"It was only one night Thorn and I am so damn sorry." Only one night huh? So I guess that makes everything better? Just one damn night. He....just....should..have..told....me.

"Please say something Thorn." Sunny pleads with me. What can I actually say? Should I admit to them that I felt the same exact way? I wonder how they would all take that?

Biting the inside of my cheek, I decided just to tell them. Regardless, of whatever may come of it. I'm tired of all of the damn secrets and lies.

Basically, I'm just damn tired.

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