Love at first sight(selever x julius)

Chapter 21 (getting prepared)

Note: sorry for chapter 20 being so short, I was stupid tired and didn't do it when I was supposed to sense I fell asleep, I'll try not to make them that short again.

   ⚠️WARNING:CUSSING,⚠️
  ⚠️YOU MIGHT SIMP⚠️

♦️selever♦️

I'm in my third period class, still wondering if me and julius hid the robers dead body's well. I guess not, sense my mom and dad didn't call the police or the school yet. I feel a bit worried still, that if there would be more people trying to rob us, I'm scared they might do the same thing to rasazey like the others did. I sure hope more don't find the church, after all, those two guys probably got really lucky finding our church, it is a sacred place after all,not known to most people. As class continues, I have an idea pop up for what I can do to be able to fight James on Friday. It would also help julius be less worried, I didn't want him to have a hard attack about it, sense I know he's really desperate to prevent me from fighting him. I plan to lift a bit after school at home while julius watch's me. I sure do hope this helps me out on Friday tho, I'm not really sure if julius will be okay watching me fight.

                              ♥️julius♥️

I felt scared to death for selever, I knew it was his big day to fight James, on Friday, I didn't want him to still. Even tho he had said that he will be able to beat him, I believed him a-lot and that he would be able to beat James, but still didn't want him to get hurt at all. I felt kinda mad at James now that I think about it more, I feel like sending him all the way to Neptune With one punch, instead of sending him to the hospital with a full fight. I also just kinda, well, you know, burn down his house with his family and valuable items inside with him tied up beaten in front of it watching it burn to the ground as well at the same time. But, like I said before, I don't want the cops on my ass again, so that's sadly not an option. Anyway, I was pretty tired in third period, it kinda felt like complete hell for me, I just wanted to fucking sleep at that point, ugh.

                      ♦️selever + julius♥️

♥️As I walk out the school doors to go to me and selevers waiting area for each other, I hear someone behind me approaching. They were about to grab my neck, I easy punched them in the chest, I knew who it was, James, the bitch I wanted to kill, or fight for selever. We talked about James at lunch how his movements are or might be. I can report that his movement are pathetically to fucking slow, I say,
"Who the fuck do you think you are trying to grab me like that you peace of shit."
J:"I was just going to tell you that the fight happens during lunch for your stupid best friend."
♥️"Weren't you crying like a fucking baby the first day you came to school? are you even mentally prepared to fight for your brother? I thought you'd be much more faster to react to me punching you, do you think I can't feel your presence behind me? Are you that fucking stupid, are that fucking dumb you bitch."
J:  ...
♥️"You better get better at fighting, including predicting fast movements, You better prepare mentally And physically now."
I left to go to me and sels waiting place, I stood there and got on my phone to see we're selever was, sense he shared his location with me. I noticed he was right in front of the school, I looked up and we made eye contact,
♦️I accidentally made eye contact with julius, I'm not sure if he could tell I was blushing, like, a-lot. He waved over to me naturally, so I guess he didn't notice how my red my face was. I started walking to him, past James who was on his phone, I think julius mad him cry, I saw and heard everything he said and did. I was blushing sense him being mad and being a smart mouth, looked to fucking hot for my dumbass, it made him look really attractive for some reason for me. As I got closer, I said,
"So, umm, I saw what you did over there, and heard what you said to him. I just wanna say that, uhh, that was pretty cool!"
My face turned a bit red, sense I was nervous, I don't know why tho.
♥️"Aww, thank you! I just had to weigh his heart down to get him to surrender his mental health to me."
♦️"So you mean hitting people we're it hurts, but mentally?"
♥️"Yeah."
♦️"Oh okay, I get it, can we go home now tho, I wanna start to get prepared for the fight."
♥️"Okay, but what are you gonna do to get prepared?"
I said while we both started heading to the church.
♦️"I'm gonna exercise so I can get stronger, so you don't get really worried about me."
♥️"Aww, I'm glad your considering my feeling! Although I can say now that he'll be an easy opponent for you to fight. If you fight him mentally and physically now you'll win sense I tested him."
♦️"Wait, you were testing him, I thought you were just lowering his confidence to be able to fight me."
♥️"I was doing multiple things to weigh him down for you, until you could probably step on him like a pebble."
♦️"We'll thanks then, I guess..."
♥️"No problem!"
♦️By the time we finished talking, we reached the church. We were greeted normaly by my mom and went up stairs for dinner. This time it was rice with some beans. Me not being surprised when julius eats his plate in five seconds when eating his two plates of food. We head down stair later when I finished eating, there was a room down there that I could do my exercise in. I go to the room we have there to change out of my normal outfit, I Hate doing exercise in there tho sense it's my dads room when he exercises, ugh. But it's to be able to fight James so I'll do it in there, for julius mostly tho. I just really don't want him to be worried for me, I'm kinda scared that he might do something stupid to prevent me and James from fighting. I get changed into some black shorts and a non-sleeved shirt, I get out and start to lift some weights. Julius sits near me, watching me, i don't mind but when I look at him he turns away, I'm not really sure why, I know he isn't being mean about it tho.
♥️IM DYING, I CANT STOP NOSE BLEEDING AND BLUSHING! MY FACE LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING TOMATO, FUCK!
♦️"You okay julius? Why do you keep looking away from me when I look at you?"
♥️"OH, UMMM, I'm just very hot, and I look stupid so I'm making sure you don't see my stupid face."
I say nervously, ugh.
♦️"oh uhh, okay, I'ma keep going, will go to my room in an hour."
♥️"A-alright!"
I kinda hate myself now, I love him a lot but I simp to much, UUGGGHHHH. I can't help but look at his abs pop out of his shirt, it makes him look hot, another thing are his arms. Every time he lifts a dumbbell, they get bigger, I hear myself groans while I start to fall backwards.
♦️I hear julius groan and a thud after, I turn around to face him, I see him on the floor, face forward. I get up and run tword him, I pull his upper body up and realize that he was passed out, his nose was bleeding and his face was kinda red. I picked him up and put him on the bench I was sitting on. I go to the change room to change my cloths, I go back into my normal outfit, and walk out to him still passed out, I use a cloth to clean his nose a bit. I then carry him back up to my room and put him on my bed, I go into my restroom and take a shower after. I'm not sure why he passed out, or why he even fell backwards and some how face first into the ground. But I guess I'll have to wait for him to wake up, I'll have to work out more tomorrow I guess.
♥️I wake up to the sound of water coming from selevers bathroom, I spring up and started to collect myself onto how I ended up in his room. I soon knew and almost passed out again, I did start nosebleed again tho. He carried me up here, that means he was really fucking strong then, I felt my face turn red as fuck again. I HATE MYSELF, I HATE HOW IM LIKE THIS, WHY AM I SUCH A FUCKING SIMP, UUUUUGGGGGHHH!!!!!!
♦️I feel like something's rong as I get out of the shower, I need to check on julius again, now. I quickly put on my cloths and dry my hair, while putting it back in a pony tail. I head outside the bathroom to see julius awake, it looked like he was trying to rip off his hair, so I quickly grabbed his hands and put them to his sides. I looked him in the eyes, he looked stressed out about something, I'm not sure what but I put his head on my chest, in attempt to try and calm him down. He looked back at me with his eyes watery, I hug him and say,
"Are you okay julius, why are you pulling your hair?"
♥️"I-I, I just, I don't wanna talk about it. Can we just cuddle and go to sleep?"
♦️"It's fine if you don't wanna talk about it, and yes, we can cuddle."
♥️"Thank you."
♦️I let go of julius and get on my bed with him, I go to my side and open my arms to cuddle him, he crawls from his side to mine and started to cuddle into my chest. Putting his head on it and starts to cry, I rub his head as we fall asleep together, I hold him close to me before I close my eyes, and fall asleep.

💙rasazey💙

I feel like something's was rong with julius, I saw big brother carrying him, up to brothers room, I knew it was time for bed, but I still went to his room to check on julius. I saw the two of them sleeping soundly together, it looked like julius was crying. I go back to my room to get some paper and pen to make a note for julius when he wakes up. I go back into the room and leave it on brothers table near his bed when I finished, I go back to my room after and fall asleep, hoping julius finds my note in the morning, I sure hope he dose...

—to be continued—