Love at first sight(selever x julius)

Chapter 43 (past)

Note: I'm sorry for making these all so short!
BTW:short chapter 😭😭😭😭😭😭
  ⚠️WARNING:DEPRESSION,ANXIETY,⚠️
                           ⚠️CUSSING⚠️

                    ♦️selever + julius♥️

♦️"Please! Tell me!"
♥️"If you get scared of me at the end of this...I will attempt to end it all..."
♦️"W-WHAT!? WHY!?"
♥️"Because I'm gonna feel like stupid peace of shit afterwords..."
♦️"I-! Ugh...okay...you can tell me now..."
♥️"When I uhh..."
I didn't want selever to find out how I like him just yet so I lied to him about it...kinda...
"I've killed people for those I have liked over theses few decades, all of them I had to kill...
♦️"W-why?"
♥️"They've all found out about how I killed people for them, even those who were important to them... They would call me a monster, and try and kill me themselves. So I've always had to kill then, each and every single crush I had..."
♦️"I...I feel bad for you... I never realized you were going through this..."
♥️"I didn't want to tell you about it because...I felt you would do the same..."
♦️"NO! WHY WOULD I!?"
♥️"Wait...you don't want to...?"
♦️"No! Your my best friend!"
♥️I start to cry my ass out into selever, so fucking glad that he doesn't think I'm a bad person. I feel like it's already to late tho, he's bin the best so far, I'm not sure if my heart can handle doing this to him... I'd have to kill his family to, but I've already made a connection with them, like if they were my own family...
I can't help but continue crying in selevers arms, hopping...I won't have to do it to him, he's to precious to me, and I don't want to have to let him go like everyone else! Just...not him............💔

—to be continued—