Now I know I have met an angel in person
And he looks perfect,I don't deserve this
You look perfect tonight◣━━━━━━━━━━━◢
" i already called arm and Pol, they are waiting for you in car",
"i can go by myself too , you are worrying too much",
" why wouldn't i worry , you mean so much to me ", Dr. Wang said pulling khun into a hug. Tankhun was flustered by his words as a small smile appreard on his face which Dr. wang will always cherish
"Just because you are older doesn't mean your feelings are invalid. khun, I hate seeing you like this. Even though you are always beautiful Your smile is my favorite thing." dr.Wang teased, he put their foreheads together. It felt so peaceful. khun breathing calmed down and He felt secure in his arms.
"YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID.YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO FEEL WHATEVER EMOTION YOU WANT. YOU AREN'T BEING DRAMATIC.YOU AREN'T OVER EXAGGERATING. YOU'RE FEELING.AND THAT'S OKAY.", Wang said emphasising on every single word
" alright alright, i get it sir", tankhun said while smiling which was genuine
"Never doubt my love for you, neither doubt yourself. You deserve the world, my love." You are Perfect ", Wang said as he caress khun face gently like a feather
Tankhun Pov
Hearing his words, calm down my heart as slowly those insecurities flew away. Even for a while, i just wanna stay with him forever.No one can make me happy just like he do
As his lips met mine, the world melted away.
The fragrance of his perfume and the taste of warm honey was intoxicating. With my eyes clenched shut, his warm breath felt like a summer breeze. His delicious lips melted like chocolate in my mouth.
The kissing intensified with scintillating touches and stimulating gestures. I plunged my tongue deeper and deeper savoring the taste.
Before we start making out here, i broke the kiss making him whine. Such a horny ass, i mumble unknown of fact he heard that. Not like i care, huh!
"only for you darling", he said making me a red as i hit his chest
" Take care of yourself, Arm and Pol are waiting for you ", he said making my eyes wide as i remember they are still waiting.Seems like i will get a good scolding from them
Even though they are my bodyguard, they treat me more like a kid. Not like i mind, i quickly said him good night before making my way to exit , not noticing the presence of that one certain person
Author Pov
"you can come out now", Dr. wang said to someone who startled at the thought of getting caught
The person comes out as he look at the ground like it's the most interesting thing in this word, but the next words made him face the harsh reality
" if you really cared, you could have said something that moment ", doctor wang said to person , sighing he look at him who's condition wasn't any better. Eyes red and swollen, he was right there was someone else who was listening to their conversation
" Porsche you are not invisible you know",he said annoyed at the another man who was still hiding pretending he isn't even here
"ughhh,i thought i am better at hiding", Porsche said while sulking but he immediately became serious when kinn started speaking
" I wanted to say but i didn't know what to do that moment, i really hate m-myself for that. w-we w-would be n-nothing without p'khun, he i-is backbone of o-our family. H-hearing what h-he feels makes me f-feel I'm worse brother. you are right , t-tankhun don't deserve us.P'khun always g-gets hurts but s-still smile, we were so lucky to have him. But h-he deserve some h-happiness too ",
" What do you mean to say", Dr. wang ask as Porsche close his eyes knowing what's coming next
"remember when you asked p'khun to stay with you but he refused ,because i know no matter what happens he will never leave us alone but i cant be selfish anymore .Tomorrow at 7 am come and take him from this hell,in meantime i will deal with vegaspete .i know only you can cure him ,i trust you ",he said with a bitter chuckle
"are you sure about this,he needs you more than me ",wang said as Porsche nod immediately
A terrible, painful sadness clutched at him. More than ever before, he felt that his life-the best part of it, at least, the part that was fresh and fun-was behind him. Recognizing the sensation made him feel guilty, for he read it as proof that he realised the only thing he gave khun was pain whereas on other side khun was the one to raise him . he hated his life, and hated himsef for hating it.
"he hates me ",
" Kinn, Don't let your emotions take best of you. Think twice before making any decision, i know you unintentionally hurted-
"DOES IT MATTER IT WAS INTENTIONALLY OR NOT", kinn cried while shouting
"I WAS PRESENT THERE STILL I DIDN'T DID ANYTHING, HE FEELS USELESS, HE IS DEPRESSED AND THE REASON IS ME! WHO FAILED AS A BROTHER. I f-failed", kinn said breaking into tears , porsche immediately held him before he fall
"Kinn stop blaming yourself", Wang tried to touch him but kinn showed his hand making him stop in his steps. Slowly getting up , he gave dr. wang a small smile which meant" i trust you" and left
without waiting for porsche who was standing there quietly"porsche, Kinn situation isn't better either, he is overwhelmed now. He is letting his guilt take over his body. Both of them are suffering and separating them will just make things worse", dr. top said worriedly
" i know, i tried to convince him but nothing is helping at all. He isn't listening to me, i can't see him suffering like this", porsche said as he let out a defeated sigh
"why they are so stubborn", both wang and porsche said at same time
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