a/n: I will probably publish an a/n before chapter 10 so keep an eye out, it will have important information. I'm doing another time skip here because a grieving process if hard to write and I don't want to sound stupid, thanks for reading :)
Kacey's p.o.v. :
About a week after Ellie passed we had a funeral. Let me tell you, going to your wife's funeral with your newborn baby was probably one of the hardest things I have ever done.
I was impossible to sleep in our bed without her so the past couple months I have been sleeping on the couch until I can find an apartment or house for me and Tatum.
While Tatum sleeps in her crib in her room, I stated working on a new song I wrote about Ellie.
I started stumming the strings in the guitar and sang
"Weather man said it's gonna snow
By now I should be used to the cold
Mid-February shouldn't be so scary
It was only December
I still remember the presents, the tree, you and me
But you went away, how dare you?
I mis you
They say I'll be okay
But I'm not going to
Ever get over you
Living alone, here in this place
I think of you, and I'm not afraid
Your favorite records make me feel better
'Cause you sing along with every song
I know you didn't mean to give them to me
But you went away, how dare you?
I miss you
They say I'll be okay
But I'm not going to
Ever get over you
It really sinks in, you know
When I see it in stone
'Cause you went away, how dare you?
I miss you
They say I'll be okay
But I'm not going to
Ever get over you"
By the time I was done singing, I had tears streaming down my face but when I heard Tatum crying from her crib, I quickly wiped them on my sleeve and walked in the room to comfort my baby.
As soon as I pick her up out of her crib to cradle her, she quiets down and falls back asleep. It has been incredibly hard taking care of her alone but my parents have been a huge help with moving closer to me if I ever need them, they are only a few minutes away.
Song writing has been going good for the most part, I have already recorded a few and my song 'Friends don't' was a hit. Tomorrow my parents are going to take Tatum for the day while I go meet with a guy who is wanting to collab on a song together, so I'm going to meet and talk with him to get the process started with that.
My wife may have died but I still have our child and myself to support. I'm going to do whatever I have to do to be able to give my daughter the life that she deserves.
a/n: I DO NOT OWN THE SONG SHOWN, IT BELONGS TO ITS RIGHTFUL OWNER MIRANDA LAMBERT!!!
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Storie d'amore"You were the first one I loved. You were the first love I lost" (Started- 3/20/23) {DISCONTINUED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE}
