Olegie [NSB]

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Oliver's POV

It was the next morning after what happened yesterday night, and WHAT WAS I THINKING WHEN KISSING REGGIE. That was so dumb now our friendship is definitely ruined. If I was him I would have also ran away, like what was I thinking. And now on top of all of this I think I have developed feelings for him. Do I tell him or do I keep this to myself and wait for the feeling to be over?

"What the fuck do I do?"

I heard a knock on my door, so I got up from my bed, putting on a fake smile before opening the door. Luckily it was just Seb on the other side. "Hi, what do you want?" I say, trying to sound like I just woke up even though I did not really sleep at all last night. He walked in looking at his phone, making himself comfortable on my bed.

"Ahhh yeah I had some musi– woah what happened to you? You look like you haven't slept in 20 years," Seb said after finally looking up from his phone. I closed the door behind him so no one else would hear anything and went to sit on my desk chair. "Let's just say yesterday was interesting, leaving me up all night thinking," I say, in response. "What did you want to talk about?" I say, not really caring as I would rather be left alone.

"Well I don't think that really matters anymore. I am more interested in what happened to you," Seb says with a huge grin on his face. I mean, I should probably tell someone about my feelings besides Reggie, everyone does say that bottling up emotions is bad for you, so it can't be that bad of an idea, at least I hope not.

"Okay I'll tell you but then you promise not to tell anyone, okay?" I am really hoping and praying that he won't actually say anything to anyone. He nodded his head in agreement but I really wanted to make sure he would not tell anyone so I asked him again "are you sure?"

"Yeah I am sure, can you just tell me already?" Seb said with annoyance in his voice. He was looking at me with a desire in his eyes, begging me to tell him what I was going to say.

"I have a crush on Reggie,'' I said so fast that my mind could not believe I had just said that. Seb was looking at me, processing what I had just told him, but he had a blank look on his face. I really wanted to know what he was thinking." Well say something? don't just stare at me," I say, getting impatient with him.

"How long?" Seb said, looking directly at me. Thinking about the question, I would have answered "less than 24 hours,'' but then again, I feel like maybe these feelings could have just been buried deep inside me for a while, so I really didn't know what to answer. "I don't know, but I kinda only realized it last night, leading me to not sleep at all,'' I say, hoping that was enough to satisfy him.

"Why did you only realize last night?" Seb asked with curiosity in his eyes. I was hoping he would not ask anything like that as I really didn't want to talk about any of me and Reggie's kisses.

"Well, let's just say things happened, and I really don't think you want to know the details," I say, looking down at my hand, hoping it would satisfy his curiosity. But when I looked up and see his facial expression and before I realized how bad that sounded, Seb managed to ask, "did you guys hook up or something?" I shook my head, "NO...NO...no it was nothing like that we just– wait, actually why does it matter I don't have to tell you, but just know we didn't do anything like that, well actually ..." i thought about it and there was really no reason for me to hide this from Seb "... ummmm ... well last night we kissed." I say looking right back down at my hands in my lap.

"REALLY, oh my god ... I don't know what to say," Seb responded, making me shush him because he was being way too loud. "Well yeah, you would think it is good until I tell you that afterward, he ran away, and ever since then, he hasn't said anything," I told Seb, watching the happiness leave his face as he thought about everything I had just said. We sat in silence for a bit, just staring at each other.

"Well, how do you feel about it all?" Seb asked carefully. I wasn't sure how to answer his question and before I could even start to really think about it, he asked another question, "... Wait, does this mean your gay?" Seb asked with a grin on his face for some odd reason I was not sure of.

"How about you let me think about these questions, and I'll get back to you about them? Okay?" I say while pushing him out of my room as I was done with his thoughts. "And remember, no one can know, like don't even think about joking about it," I say giving him one last push out the door.

"Am I gay?"

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