Oliver's POV
I woke up the next morning with puffy eyes, as I suspected I would. I went to the bathroom to hopefully get rid of the puffiness. I brushed my teeth and changed to get ready for the 9 am meeting.
The meeting went as usual, and I think no one noticed my puffy eyes, or at least if they did they didn't say anything. After the meeting, I went to the gym to hopefully make myself feel better. While at the gym, I thought back to what Seb had been saying last week.
"You won't know until you try," he was right. I wouldn't know until I tried. So when I returned to the house, I showered and made myself somewhat presentable by wearing a plain skintight black T-shirt and ripped light blue jeans. I was walking to Reggie's room and felt confident until I got to his door. That's when my heart started to race again, and I could feel my palms start to sweat. I knocked on the door. It felt like my heart was about to jump out of my chest because it was beating so fast. Reggie opened the door to let me in and closed it behind him. We both sat down on his bed facing each other. We both sat criss-cross applesauce so our knees were touching each other.
No one's POV
"What did you want to talk about?" Reggie asked. Oliver took a deep breath before responding to his question.
"So firstly, I just wanted congratulation on getting a girlfriend."
"Thanks," Reggie said with some confusion in his voice.
"But I just wanted to get this off my chest. I have really been thinking about the kisses we have had together...," He took a moment to look at Reggie's reaction but continued before he could say anything.
"And I had really thought about all the little moments we had together. Now I know you told me to forget about it and move on." Reggie moved his hand onto Oliver's knee, but Oliver was too focused on pouring his heart out, so he didn't notice.
"But I just can't, and because of all the little things, I think I have developed feelings for you."
"Oliver," Reggie said quietly to try and get Oliver's attention.
"I know you are probably super happy in your relationship, and I understand that, but I just wanted to get it off my chest."
"Oliver," Reggie said a bit more loudly to try and stop Oliver to get his attention.
"And I completely understand if you don't feel the same way."
"Oliver," Reggie said at almost a shouting level, but Oliver continued with his rant. Reggie only had one option left as to how to get Oliver's attention back.
"Well, actually, you made it pretty clear that you don't feel the same- '' Reggie grabbed Oliver's face and kissed him lightly. Oliver was shocked at first but quickly kissed him back before he realized what he was doing, so he pushed Reggie away.
"What are you doing? You have a girlfriend," Oliver asked, confused as to why Reggie kissed him when he was in a relationship and had told Oliver not to do that anymore and just to move.
"Well, you wouldn't stop talking, and it was the only way I could get your attention," Reggie said with a small smirk on his lips. Oliver couldn't help but smile too.
"But you still have a girlfriend, Reggie," Oliver said after a bit of silence while his smile faded. Reggie looked down at his hands. He was very quiet and avoided eye contact. "Is something wrong, Reggie?" Oliver asked, now concerned for his best friend.
"Well, about that ..." Reggie said while fidgeting with his pant sleeve. "I don't actually like her."
Oliver's jaw dropped. "WHAT!?!" he couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Did you just say what I think you said," Oliver said in disbelief. "But then why are you dating her if you don't actually like her?"
Oliver's POV
"Well, umm, I don't really know ... but I think it is because, in the beginning, I had internalized homophobia as my body reacted to the first two kisses very negatively, so I just want to move on and pretend like it never happened ... Cause I am afraid of what everyone else would think," Reggie said the last part more quietly. I felt bad, I had never really thought about what everyone would think, mostly because I knew the boys would be fine with it. I didn't know what to say.
"Does she know?" Reggie shook his head in response. "I'm sorry I didn't know." I wasn't quite sure why I was apologizing.
"You don't have to apologize," Reggie said back. I didn't know what to think anymore. My mind was thinking about a hundred things at the same time. I mean, at least Reggie liked me back, and he kissed me again. A smile started to grow on my face as I was thinking back on everything that had happened just now. "Wacha smiling at?" Reggie asked, placing his hand on my knee.
I blushed at Reggie's question, feeling a little embarrassed. "Nothing, just thinking about how crazy this all is."
Reggie chuckled. "Yeah, it is pretty crazy. But in a good way, I hope?"
"Definitely in a good way," I say, agreeing with his idea. I wanted to kiss Reggie again, so I moved my hands onto his thighs. I slowly moved my hands to his hips. I pulled him onto my lap when my hands got to his hips. I looked up at his eyes and then down at his lips. I saw pink blush start to rise on Reggie's cheeks, so I leaned into Reggie's ear.
"Blush suits you," I whisper to Reggie. He giggled at my comment. We looked at each other in the eyes for a bit before I couldn't hold myself back anymore. Our lips molded perfectly with each other. Reggie's hands wrap around my neck. I pulled him closer by his hips, making a small noise leave Reggie's mouth.
"Reggie!" I heard a sweet girl's voice yell from the hallway, making Reggie jump out of my lap. That's when the door flew open. "There you are," she said, hugging him. Had she ever heard of a thing called knocking?
"You ready to go out now for our coffee date?" She said, looking me up and down.
"Umm, not quite yet. How about you wait in the car? I'll be there in a sec." Reggie said, guiding her out the door. We listened to her footsteps down the stairs. "That was close," Reggie said while walking to the closet to find a change of clothes. He walked into the bathroom and came out with his new fit a while later. I couldn't help but bit my lip while looking him up and down. "You like what you see?" Reggie asked while smirking. I stood up from where I was sitting and walked over to Reggie. I bent down, leaving one last kiss on his lips before walking out.
OMG, I can't believe everything that has just happened.
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A/N sorry, I haven't updated in a bit got really busy with school. But hope you enjoy this big chapter.
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Olegie [NSB]
FanfictionFollow the life of Oliver Moy as he discovers his feeling for Reggie and the roller coaster that his feelings take him on. Will include smut later on and some Sebryan.