If you didn't read the last chapter because it was a tiny bit graphic here's what happened
Dazai Overdosed
Chuuya found out
And then Dazai passed out from crying to much.————————————————————————
Chuuya didn't want to leave Dazai alone. He didn't feel comfortable if he was gone for only ten minutes god only knows what he would do next time. Chuuya didn't know how much Dazai took that was the most important thing to him right now. What if he took to many what if he didn't. Would Dazai die, all his thoughts we're racing in circles. He held Dazai closer the thought of him being successful in taking his one life hurt him. He didn't like that he would lose his husband. Sure everyone died one day but the thought of losing his husband due to suicide scared him.
Three hours later...
Chuuya has been walking back and forth waiting for Dazai to wake up. Chuuya now has low hopes Dazai would wake up. Sure he's breathing barely, and the fact that he hasn't woken for three hours now scarred him. He come to the conclusion of if Dazai is going to die. He would too. Chuuya hanged himself. He couldn't take the thought of losing Dazai. Dazai ment very dear to him. He couldn't live without him. Dazai woke up an hour later. He couldn't remember anything. His memory was really foggy. He walked out of the room to see where Chuuya was. He didn't mean to scare Chuuya. Dazai just wanted to talk some things out. Next he sees before him a hanging Chuuya. He couldn't believe what he was seeing before him. Chuuya dead, Chuuya is gone and he's never coming back. Dazai wanted to run. He wanted to just run away from his problems and never come back. What would he do now that Chuuya is dead. Why would Chuuya kill himself. Dazai felt guilty. Why you may ask, Chuuya killed himself because he thought dazai died. Dazai slowly falls to his and and knees hyperventilating and sobbing. He wanted to kill himself right then. He couldn't they had a daughter who they both loved dearly. Yet she was the only thing that reminded him of Chuuya. Even though Fiona was adopted Chuuya was the one raising her mostly. They both had the same amount of love for her. Dazai really wasn't involved much with Fiona's life
