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I love you with everything that is in me and if ever something tore you away from me , the wounds would never heal , they'd never get better.Your being has melted into mine and no one can take away that part and that's the part that would throb trying to get back to you when you're gone , but i wouldn't let it, it's struggle to get free would add pressure to my bleeding heart, draining it and I'd have no strength to fight . It's leaving would me my end , but it wouldn't, you wouldn't right?. The rest of my life would be me fighting against me and you , desperate to be in your arms again knowing I've lost you forever, I'd wander the earth searching for you in everyone and every time I find a part of you in someone I'd think I found you but I never can . You are my first and only love , my heart is full of love, pain , and yearning when you're not near , the intensity of these feelings I cannot find the words for. But I know in my heart that my fate is sealed to ours , and if it is damned then I know I'll be a wandering soul till I can kiss you again, in whichever lifetime. I love you so. Do you love me so?

There are times though that I find you slipping from my arms and I can't catch you. See , if it was up to me I'd never part from you but then I wouldn't deny you the chance to be sometimes you push me away so violently but I stay still but I do wonder if it is right to stay when there's a possibility you don't want me near. I cannot know for sure unless you make it known. I do love the sunset but I cannot stop it from vanishing into the night. If I shall live to see it tomorrow I do not know .

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