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10. Tryhard

Hiatus. I was on Hiatus. I prayed that the others didn't get the notification and maybe it was just a hallucination.

I pinched myself. Nope, it was real.

It was going to be a struggle to keep in my tears. it felt like I had been kicked out or something.

I didn't want Hyein to notice, since I sit next to her.

"Unnie, is something wrong?" Hyein asked.

Great.

"Oh no, there's nothing wrong! I'm just feeling a little... bloated I guess? I just need some time for my food to digest, Yeah!" I said all too fast, stuttering a little.

"Oh okay, let me know if you need water or some food." Hyein responded.

She then turned to grab her phone as I screamed "NO" a little too loud.

"I- uhm. I meant no to the food, Have you ever wondered how it would be if we didn't have our phones?" I said, trying to make her not go onto her phone.

My attempt though, was short lived, as a gasp came from Hanni's mouth following :

"Y/N WILL BE ON HIATUS!?"

I instantly turned red, in sadness and embarrassment.

All the girls turned to look at me, expecting to say something, but I just sunk into my seat, hoping they would look away.

The rest of the car ride was silent and some whispers, which I couldn't hear.

As we got back to our dorm, I immediately ran  out the car and into my room. I laid in my bed and cried.

Soon, I fell asleep, Knowing that I wouldn't be able to participate in todays music bank performance.  I didn't know how long my hiatus was going to be, but I decided to practice, practice, and practice all day and night long.

When I woke up, There was a note on my nightstand and some candy. "I hope you had a good rest. make sure to drink water, and stay away from social media." It read.

It must've been Minji. She writes just like that. But, after her warning, I decided to check social media anyway.

I swiped up and clicked the search bar, and the most trending search was "Y/N hiatus"

I almost cried again knowing that my members would be preforming without me. I worked so hard on the dances just to be thrown away like that?

I sighed, turned of my Phone, and went to watch some Netflix.

I found this show about a girl dreaming to become and idol, and getting into a school that could make her one. (guess which one i'm talking about!)

I felt like I could really connect with her in a way. She's very determined but sometimes she has her hard days, with maybe just her or with her group too.

I guess it was really inspiring so I decided to practice the ditto choreo. Although it wasn't out yet, we had already recorded the mv and our vocals.

I kept going and going.. until I felt like passing out.

Just then, I heard a knock on the door. That was strange? our performance didn't end till 8? I went to go open it and saw that it was Kyujin, from Nmixx!

"Hi Unnie! I hope you're doing well!" She greeted. I let her in. (I actually don't know which ones older so please correct me if i'm wrong)

"I thought you're getting ready for you're comeback, how did you get here?" I asked her, super surprised she visited.

"Oh, That's nothing, I just wanna check up on you!" She said, dismissing my comment. "I brought you these!" She said, holding a bag with mystery blind bag things with numbers on them.

"Open them in order, there's some snacks and gifts in there, and a little surprise. I know it's not much, but hopefully it will cheer you up."
Kyujin said.

"Not much!? This is too much! oh gosh, thank you so much!" I said, in shock.

"Well, I can't stay for long, so, text me if you need anything!" Kyujin said, sadly.

"No,No, it's okay! i'll see you!" I said, as she walked out the door.

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