Oneshots

Loving you hurts (1)

Characters:
Tubbo
Ranboo
Tommy
Wilbur
Niki
Technoblade (o7)
Jack(a random character I made up)
Makenzi

TW: Suicide mentions, Author kind of venting through the story, Glass breaking, Yelling, Self Harm, Cheating, Abuse
BTW: I'm using military time and bold means thinking and this is a college au

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3rd person, 23:46, 8th of May, 20XX

"BABE STOP PLEASE," Tubbo sobbed out after his boyfriend, Jack, hit him. "WELL DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO FUCKING DO, ALRIGHT BITCH?" Jack yelled out while smashing an empty liquor bottle in the sink. Tubbo's knees gave out and he fell on the floor. He heard Jack grab his set of keys and his footsteps getting further and further. "JACK PLEASE DON'T *hic* L-LEAVE," Tubbo said, struggling to breathe. "I'm coming back later, just fuck off." Jack opened the door and walked out. Tubbo started crying even harder, screaming into his chest as he curled into a ball. He wanted to leave this place, he wanted to grab the kitchen knife and thrust it in and out of his chest until he can't no more, but he doesn't because he still wants to be with Jack. Tubbo knows that it isn't good for him or his health but he just can't help it. Tubbo loves him...

(Timeskip to the next day, 7:34, 9th of May)

Tubbo woke up to a thousand texts and notifications from several people. Mainly from Jack and Tommy. He opened his phone and adjusted the brightness of his phone due to it being early in the morning. He opened Tommy's texts first. Most of it was complaining about how school work is hard and the non-complaining text was about how he found a cool rock. Tubbo smiled but that smile quickly faded when he saw a notification from Jack. He contemplated if he should open it or not... the first option unfortunately won. 

'I know you can see my fucking messages bitch' - 7:37 am

'ANSWER ME WHORE'- 7:37 am

'FINE, I'LL JUST GO FUCK SOMEONE ELSE' - 7:38 am

'I'M PRETTY SURE THAT THEY WILL BE SUCH A BETTER PARTNER THAN YOU'  - 7:39 am

And with that, Tubbo started crying again. He didn't want to get off the floor now. He felt pathetic as it is and this... this was what made his world fall apart. Tubbo closed his phone and placed it next to him. The room was filled with soft sobs and notification noises. "Why *hic* does t-this have to happen t-to m-me." He sobbed out.

A knock then suddenly interrupted his crying session. He was curious about who it was. Tubbo slowly got up and walked to the door. "Hello?" His voice cracked on the 'e'. Shit, now they're gonna know I've been crying. "Tubbo?" 

"Ranboo?"

"Yea you invited me over, remember?" Tubbo widened his eyes and rushed to the spot he lay in and checked his phone. BOO is coming over, be prepared. His calendar said. SHIT, THAT WAS TODAY? "Umm, just a minute Boo." 

Tubbo scrambled all around the apartment flat. He tidied up his clothes and grabbed the broken glass out of the sink. "Are you ok in there? I heard some rustling, do you want some help?" Ranboo asked. "Nope, I'm fine," Tubbo replied with hints of worry lacing his tone. 

"I can go and we can-"

"NO... no please don't go, I'm almost done."

"Ok..."

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Ranboo POV: 

"I can go and we can-"

"NO... no please don't go, I'm almost done."

"Ok..." 

Tubbo has not been the same ever since he got with Jack. He became sad and more reserved. He has been pushing me and Tommy away and as his best friend, it's hard to see him do this. I look down at the treats I made and placed them on the ground. I got out my notepad and pen and wrote:

Dear Tubbo,

You seem to be busy right now so I'm just leaving these treats here. They are your favourites. I hope you enjoy it and we can reschedule another time, so don't worry:)

From Ran.

I tore the paper out and left it in the basket. I made sure that when he opens the door he will see the note and not think that I hate him... I hope he doesn't think I hate him. That would be bad considering the little crush I have on him but it's fine. I walk out of there and head downstairs to the bakery next door. (Imagine miraculous and where Marinette lives but instead of the bakery being in their apartment, it's beside. got it? it's fine if you don't tho-Lemon)

I enter the bakery and I am greeted by Niki at the register. "Good morning Ranboo, how are you?" She says sincerity was woven into her voice as she wore the brightest smile. "I'm doing fine Niki. How's Wilbur and Techno doing?" I asked. "Well, Wilburs in the back making doughnuts and Techno is on break. If you want, you can go see him." 

"No that's fine Niki. I need to go somewhere anyway."

"Oh ok, that's fine. The usual?"

"Yes Niki, thank you."

"It's fine." And with that, she left the counter and went to the back. I seated myself at a window booth, zoning out while looking out of it. I was doing fine until I saw some familiar face head towards the bakery. Is that... no... wait... IT IS! IT'S JACK! With some girl? Who is she? They start heading towards the door. Fuck, I can't let them see me or else I'm screwed. Jack opens the door and lets the girl walk in first. I slump into my chair trying to hide my face as much as I can. "Here's your muffin and latte Ranboo, do you want anything else?" Wilbur said to me. I shake my head no and try to get him to leave. But apparently, he said my name too loud that Jack is now looking at me. 

"Do you know him, babe?" The girl asked him. He nodded his head yes and walked over to me. Crap, I'm screwed. He placed his hands on my table and leaned close to my face. "Tell Tubbo about this and he won't be the only one crying. Got that bitch?" He grabs my shoulder and squeezed it. Hard. I nodded without saying anything and he let go. "Good, now don't bother us anymore." (Bitch you thought you ate, ugh-Lemon) I quickly ate my muffin and drank my latte, leaving the money next to the plate and mug. I got out of there quickly. 

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Ayyyyy new oneshot. It's the first part of it so I will release the other part sometime soon. Sorry for not updating often, my mental health has been kinda shitty. Anyway good news, I'M SEEING THE CONSELLER!!!! CHEER IN THE COMMENTS GUYS!!!!! BYE HELLSPAWN LOVE YOU GUYS<333