Poetry of Lifetime

Illusion

I'm exhausted,
with all the dramas
Only I could do was,
crying and crying

My eyes turned red,
even my mind turned blank
I can't hold the pain anymore,
until my eyes slowly collapsed

Many hours passed by
My vision still black
It feels like in blank space,
with no light and moments

Sooner after that,
someone appear in my vision
I can't tell who it is
But, it seems familiar in real life

Those brown eyes,
with a red shirt
Beautiful smile,
with a cool laugh that he has

He looks so happy,
with a girl
But, I don't know why
The girl looks like me

They both ended up singing,
like they didn't care about anyone
Happiness and laughter,
that's all I could see on them

I don't wanna wake up
I prefer being here
Seeing myself happy,
not like in my reality