[A/N: Heavy angst]
Severus didn't really remember much from the day before, but he is quite confused when he woke up and Lucius wasn't there
Of course he isn't
He also have sleep
(Aka his beauty sleep)
A dreading feeling washed over Severus when he realized it is the funeral day
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Severus finds himself not focusing on anything today.
And now he is here
Dressed all in black
Starring at the coffin that contains his mother's corpse
Finally, finally, it's over.
Severus felt numb all over, his mother was gone, Eileen was really and truly . gone.
And now he look up to see his grandfather, there are also people standing next to him, that is probably also his family, but Severus didn't care.
"Hello" he said cautiously, looking up to see his grandfather looking at him in a way that reminded him a lot of his father even though he is his mother's father.
He look actually a lot like Eileen.
"So you are Severus" his voice have none of Eileen's familiar warmth, not even lucius' fake warmth Sometimes he use with gryffindor s.
"Yes.." Severus replied, his voice combing out in a little whisper.
He just realized what his grandfather was wearing, it look like some kind of clothing Lucius will wear, made of very expensive material. That for some reason intimidated him even more.
"Nice to meet you" his grandfather said and turned to leave
And at that second a thought flashed through Severus' mind
"Wait!" He screamed, "wait! Please! Let me stay with you ! At summer break! Please!" His voice turned into a desperate plead now, " I can't—- I can't go back to him.. to my-my f-father ! He is going to kill me !"
His grandfather turned to him slowly
"I'm sorry, Eileen was disowned many many years ago," but he don't sound sorry at all.
"Goodbye"
Then something inside of Severus snapped
"THEN WHY DID YOU CAME HERE?? !!! TELLING HER SON THIS !!! BESIDE HER GRAVE!!! I HATE You!!! I HATE ALL OF YOU!!!"
But his family, no, not his family. They . They walked away, disapparateing. (Idk how to spell this)
Severus dropped onto his knees, his legs no longer can support him
The world seems to shatter around him
This is when Severus realized,
No one likes him
No one cares about him.
He is just a useless idiot
Just a burden
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