You're Mine

I Still Remember!!!

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Jiminie's P.O.V :

I fell on the bed and closed my ... I can't control my tears ....It's flowing continuously ...

everything is too much for me .... right now I don't know what to do .... I don't know that I love yoongi or not ..... I don't know what's the point of marrying him now ...

my heart is continuously telling me .... It's unfair ... I must leave him .... but I can't ....Or else I'll have to face the things I don't want .... my family won't understand it .... I am already a house wreaker in everyone's eyes ...what's the point of backing out now .???!!! no one will think of me ....

what about my life ... I can't continue like this ...I know the boy's need their mother .... but I'm willing to take that ...and once again ....no one can take a mother's place in anyone's life

and about Hoseokie ....I know she had suffered very much .... but it seems she's fine now ....Or why would she marry to someone else ..... she had moved on ...they're not understanding .... anyone can be terrifying ..but your own brother ...it's impossible ...

Hoseokie must have mistaken about her brother ... he must be angry on her ....

my head's hurting so much ....I held it ...but of course it won't stop ..... I don't know .... how ..but I got addicted to medicine ...mostly headache pill.... it gives a strange relief .... I don't know how to fight back with problems .... with this headache .... or how to handle this situation ...

I sighed and laid my head on the bed and stared at the celling ...I'll take the pain killer if it didn't stop ... I wanted to stop thinking about these things ...and think about something ...anything ..that gives me relief ..... I sighed and started thinking of my school days ...

the best time of my life .... our three silly trio .... Me , Lisa and KIKI ....we used to do all the silly things ... Lisa made these memories fresh .... once again ...

I smiled at the memory ... how beautiful was those time ... we were the dancing queens of the school .... winning prices ... performing on stage .... I was the most mischievous among us .... and caring one too ...I loved to play pranks on boys ... of course... we were the beauties after all ... always making them pay for our food by my charm ....

Lisa was the strict one ..... always scolding me for mistakes ...and maybe that's why we weren't that close ... we used to fight the most ....

and KIKI ..she was my bestie ... we were the closest friend among us .... she was the one who used to solve my and Lisa's fight .... I miss her ... she was the shoulder I used to rely on .... she knew so much about me ... she knew how toxic are my family ..basically my step mom ...and her kids ..... and I knew how toxic her brother was ...

he was our senior ... and we hated him ....pathetic worm ... I used to have lot of argument with him ..... but KIKI always stops me ... maybe she was afraid of him .... and the most strange thing in this world was ...I never saw KIKI's face .... she always had a mask around her face ... nobody had ever seen her...maybe that was because of her brother...

she never showed her face to any of us ... even after me continuously bugging she never showed up ... I badly wanted to see her....but unfortunately never did ....

I still remember the most stupid things we did together .... the senior's basketball match !!! we bunked continuously three classes to see the match ... of course that was a battle between Dare devils and shadow squad ... that we named as Squirtle squad .... pffff ..well they deserves it ...yah they were the winning teams ..but still they were the most clumsiest group ever ... the only reason why I used to support that squad was the handsome leader of the group ...Kim Taehyung