💜Wow life 💜

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Well thought I should update since I loved your comments, keep commenting I'll keep updating.😜😂

Now, this chapter might have vulnerable scenes don't judge directly read and try to understand first okk. Have fun, enjoy reading.

During the party when Jieun ate the cake

Yn's Perspective

I was feeling numb. I thought this part was meant for us but, how can he call her here. Does he really not remember how she dumped hin on the most important day of his life.

I can't take this not am I ready to embarrass myself inform of everyone by crying here. This place is not for me. Not for a person like me, i just leave. I didn't thought twice and followed my instincts. I kept running until I found myself out someone alone, somewhere i can breathe.

Once i was out i saw a park nearby and decided to sit on a bench. I was catching my breath, i feel dizzy and it's not because of running so fast but the incident which happened inside. Does jungkook still loves her? His eyes were teary on seeing her, they held pain does he really loves her?

Is he gonna really leave me for her? Fuck, why did I even get so close to him? Was i living in an illusion all the time? Was i a rebound to jungkook? Did he use me? Did he just wanted my body? Fuck no he won't do that ever to anyone. But what if he didn't like me? It's it because I'm too young or is it that he might not like how immature and inexperienced i am? Wait for that both have sex before?

These thoughts are fucking with my sanity right now. I dunno what's even going on. Jungkook didn't even cared to follow me.

Why will he isn't he with his first love right now?

My mind mocked me, but did he really not love me? He said he did what will I do now? I don't have no evidence that I am his wife only oppas know it and his parents. But they will take his side. Why did I even dare to give myself to him. He's an idol what did I even think. He'll be mine forever?

No no no this can't be i will have no where to go once every one knows I'm married already. I should've thought, but we were married for more than six months if he wanted divorce he could have done that. He didn't divorce but why if he didn't love me then why would he do this?

I'm scared why did I even get married at such an young age? Why Bhai what I did that bad to deserve this all i ever wanted was be a doctor I had no plans on even marrying ever, i wanted to help people and settle my family so I could die in peace.

What I did so bad to get this bhai?

(She thinks of God Krishna as her brother, lord Krishna is a Hindu god an avatar of Vishnu. She never had a eal brother so she decided to be his sister, as it's said those who have no one have god by their side. Well I added this cuz I think like that and when I write yn is me so yeah if you don't want it to be bhai think it's god)

Even though I never had anything for narrative but I told you I want someone to love me the way you love Radha, unconditional. I wanted my husband to be only mine Bhai i can't take this, i can't bear this bhai I'm scared.

Thoughts were running in my mind like wild, i move to a swing and sat on it. I dunno what to do how to feel, my tears ain't stopping but I dunno how to resonate this whole situation. I want to just hug my mumma and cry but sudoku even agree isn't here. Wow life.

I was still in my own misery when i felt two big arms engulf me into a tight hug. I don't even need to see who it is, i know it is jungkook. I don't wanna be pathetic but I can't stop myself from bursting or loud crying on his chest, the one who actually made me cry.

I used to blame the woman when they said they find solace in the arms of their tormenter mostly their husband but today, I'm here in the arms of my own husband. The one who hurt me, i never knew being in the arms of someone who hurt me would actually be so warm that I can't stop myself from bursting out crying like a baby , from being so vulnerable.

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She was crying profusely in his arms, he was feeling like someone was hurting him. Even though she didn't knew her tears were carrying hum more pain. He hugged her protectively. Only one thought came in his mind,

I must protect this little angel of mine, she acts so strong but she's so fragile.

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Yoo let's see who knows.. wrong answer only. I think it's Bangchan from Blackpink.

Bub bye Snowflakes,

Love ya

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