Being || Jamie Flatters

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"Jamie." I whisper. It is dark. We've been laying here together forever. I havent checked the time in what seems like hours. 

"Yeah?" He asks. I take a breath. Im glad he is awake. 

"Im sorry." I whisper quietly. I close my eyes and wait for him to say something back. 

The bed rustles, and I notice him turning around towards me. He pulls at my arm and I turn as well. 

The only thing I can really see is his eyes. 

"El I just want to make sure youre okay. You dont need to be sorry." 

"Yeah." I have no idea what to say. Im tired of being sad like this. 

"Can I do something?"

I shake my head lightly. "It's going away." I affirm to myself. 

"Okay. You can tell me." I look at him. I just want him to be here with me like this forever. I want to be with him. 

"Thank you Jamie."

He nods once. I reach forward and grab his hand, pulling it to my lips. I kiss it and smile, closing my eyes. 

When I open them, he does the same. His thumb rocks back and forth on my hand. 

We sit for a long time like this in silence, but still awake. Our breaths lined up together after a while, and Ive just been listening to it. 

"Eleya?" Jamie whispers. 

"Hm?" I hum. 

"Will you stay with me while we are here?" 

"What do you mean?" 

"Like at my apartment while in London." I open my eyes to him watching me. Holy shit. 

A smile creeps across my face and I laugh. "Why?" His face fades into a moment of sadness before I talk again. "I want to Jamie. I will stay with you. Just why?" 

He breathes out, clearly grateful. 

"I want you to be safe," I nod once. "I want to be with you."

I smile and nod again. 

"Good because Im going to stay with you." 

"Good."

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The next day is so much better. I have things to look forward to. I get to see everyone again. I am moving to Jamies. 

With the moving, and him staying with me all night, Ive noticed the feeling thats slowly been coming. It came up fast, and now I am scared of it. 

As Jamie and I set down my stuff in his bedroom I let out a small laugh. "I love your room."

"Yeah?" I nod. "Wanna sign it?"

"Like with a pen? On your wall?"

"Like with spray paint. Yes." He makes fun of me. 

"Okay." I say excitedly. 

"Okay." He runs to his closet, and grabs out a can of spray paint. 

"Anywhere?" I ask as he hands it to me. 

"Yep."

I walk over to a random spot, one that isnt covered and take off that cap. "I havent used spray paint in a long time."

"You got this Ley." 

"Oh god." I spray it and begin to sign my name. 

"Okay, thats good." He says, cheering me on from behind. It sucks though. 

I turn around and raise my eyebrows. "Thank you for the enthusiasm."

"Any time El."

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baileybass Eleya put your phone down we are spending quality time today
  ^eleyapark you put your phone down

britaindalton we looking fine in the first one Ley
  ^eleyapark hell yeah we are
  ^trinitybliss quarter please
  ^jackchampion we aren't doing this trin😭

jackchampion I love jamies house
  ^eleyapark me too

zoesaldana why was I not invited to this
  ^baileybass teens only

trinitybliss I can't wait!

jamieflatters you and Bailey need to leave my roof
  ^username they are on the roof?!
  ^eleyapark Jamie you love me, and besides, it's our roof
  ^jamieflatters uh temporarily turd