All For You

Chapter nineteen

        Lexa finds herself greeting Octavia with a swift hello after leaving Raven.

She then finds Clarke and Madi who were talking to Niylah and Monty about the garden progress.

"I'll see you, Clarke." Niylah says and rubs her forearm.

Clarke leaves her friends to make her way back to the cabin with Lexa.

"How did it go with Raven?" Clarke asks once their walk began.

"It was good." Lexa nods and lays her hand on Madi's shoulder.

It was mostly silent. Lexa was thinking of ways to question Clarke the entire time so she did not mind the silence.

They reach the cabin and Madi runs in ready to get some sleep, Clarke following behind her chasing her quickly.

Their relationship was so wholesome. Lexa questions if Madi likes her more all the time. She is much more serious with Madi, so it would make sense. Clarke is everyone's favorite.

Lexa watches Clarke undress and change into her night attire.

"I guess Monty's garden is growing pretty fast, it's feels good seeing everyone find their place in the valley." Clarke says as she pulls the loose shirt she had over her head.

"And Bell said that they're almost finished with the second set of housing in the north." She adds and Lexa eyes her before looking away and grabbing her own nightwear.

Clarke only wore the loose shirt with underwear.

"I haven't seen much of Bellamy as of late. You two are getting closer now?" Lexa questions and Clarke smiles, "Yeah we are. It's crazy to think how much has changed since the earth got destroyed."

"What has changed? With Bellamy?"

"Not just with Bellamy with everyone and everything."

"I see.."

Clarke looks over to Lexa squinting her eyes. "What is it?"

"Do you have feelings for Bellamy?" She says bluntly and Clarkes eyes widen.

"What do you mean feelings?"

"What is it you sky people call it, a crush?"

Clarke feels her chest tighten and takes a step back from Lexa who has now taken out her long gown she usually wears.

"What no.. I don't.. No Lexa I don't have a crush on him.. Why would you think that?" Clarke stumbles over her words.

"You once did?" Lexa assumes and Clarke clears her throat.

"Where is this coming from?" Clarke asks concerned with the direction of the conversation that she's headed in.

Clarke knows Lexa is an over protective lover, it's one of the things she loves about her.

She also knows that if she admits to any past relationships or even crushes she once had, she could find herself in a really awkward position with all of them.

"It is just a question, Clarke."

"Did Raven say something to you?" Clarke sits on the edge of the bed preparing herself for the next question.

Lexa ignores her and begins taking out her braids she had put in this morning.

"Raven loves to start things. What happened in the past doesn't matter now, like I said everything's different."

Lexa doesn't reply until she's fully ready for bed and had put on her nightgown and let her hair flow freely.

"Well you know about my past love, I want to know about yours. It's what makes you.. you.." Lexa says sitting beside her putting her hands together on her lap.