You drew stars, around my scars.

No.

IM SO EXCITED..
It's 12:36 am and I have school in the morning🙁 QUICK CHAPTER SINCE I GOTTA BE UP BY 7:00!!<33
I apologize if I didn't add any warnings for anything last chapter I genuinely don't remember if I did or didn't so I apologize if I didn't:)
Also Imma change some stuff as I am EMBARRASSED🥲 (Still gonna keep Amy n Finney as friends cause why tf not shush now🫶🏽)
if you didn't know already this IS fix it au as I love them<3
hope you enjoy this story and have a lovely night and/or day!!!
-Vinncent💌

Warnings!!;
Hurtful languages / cussing ,
Mentions of self - harm,
Mentions of going crazy.

Finney Blake

Awoken up by a nightmare, a horrible nightmare. What happened? I don't know, all I remember is seeing Robin, Robin was alive.
But, be wasn't him.
I prey it wasn't him, he would never say that stuff, I sure hope not. Not wanting to remember Robin said anymore I decided to get ready and just go to school today because why not?
Getting up and going through my closet to get some clothes, I had decided on a baggy white-tee, black jeans, and a dark blue hoodie. I brushed my hair which had left it fluffy, washing my face n brushing my teeth, I started to feel a bit better, maybe today would be a good day!

I wasn't exactly wrong or right, today was going, well, okay? I don't know, I haven't been messed with, it's more like, I don't exist to anyone anymore. Invisible. Not even teachers, only the science teacher noticed me, how I love her, she was so understanding and supportive about everything. She was the first and only person I talked about my sexuality crisis to, my family issues, my friend issues, and jusy everything I would tell a bestfriend(or even mom).
It was lunchtime, 12:30 exactly. So we just had got out of class, our lunch was about 40 minutes so we had to be back in class at about 1:10, I had a free period after lunch for an hour so I got back at 2:10, SEL(Social Education Learning) 'till 2:30, social studies until 3:30, and I normally stayed until 4:00 before walking home and passing out until 7-ish..
I felt a bit dizzy and I lived about 10ish minutes away from my school so I decided to just walk home, and stay home. Since I had a free period, SEL and Social Studies don't really matter to me so I would just stay home and sleep.
I made it to the entrance before, and I swear, I saw Paperboy.
"Finneyyyy"' Shit. I was going crazy, ignore him, ignore him, ignore him. IGNORE HIM.
I started to speedwalk a bit before reaching home. I felt tears fill my eyes as I ran to my bedroom and immediately hid under my blankets, "Finnnn.?"

What time was it? All I remember was walking home, falling into bed, and boom, darkness.
I got up and walked to the kitchen where I saw the little, glowing clock on the oven.
7:38 Not as late as I hoped for it to be but, oh well. I was still dressed in my clothes of from school, just a hit messy. Why not go for a walk to get some snacks and watch movies.
(MENTIONS OF CUTS / SELF HARM!!!!!)
I rolled up my sleeves to see my not fully healed cuts on my arms, I didn't really know what to do about them, sure I knew how to clean out cuts, for Robin. But I didn't feel like doing it right now, it might get infected tho, ugh.
I walked to the bathroom, where layed rubbing alcohol and bandages, actually, it was behind the mirror but who cares.
(IDK HOW TO WRITE THIS PART SO PLEASE IMAGINE HE CLEANED OUT HIS .... !!!🫶🏽
ALSO ‼️‼️‼️ MENTIONS OF
CH!LD ABU$E‼️‼️💔💔)
Seeing the wrapped bandages reminded me of my my father had used to beat me and Gwenny, I hate myself for never sticking up for her, she probably hates me to. That's probably why she's moving out, I wish I could say slowly.
(Mentions of child abuse over:)))
God, I cannot cry right now. Ugh, jeez Finney just go to the store already.

SHORT?? YEAH I BELIEVE SO😭 wanted to do a quick update before I go to sleep<3
Thanks for like 3-4ish reads ILY SMMMMM!!!<333:)))
-Vinncent💌