The black phone fandom is like dead or wtv and I'm sad by the fact💔 because I absolutely love tbp🫶🏽
anyways onto the thingy!!
Finney Blake didn't know anymore. He lost his only friend, he lost his purity, he lost his happiness, he lost himself.
W...
I feel horrible. I might go out of town to the city my dad died in to see his dead body + get stuff for his funeral + bring his dead body/funeral things back. I'm not sure when but I probably will be going, it's not decided completely yet, but if I do go out to yk then I probably wouldn't update. I couldn't bring myself to shower, go to school, eat, drink or even do anything but cry. But, yesterday I took a long shower n had spaghetti:)) That was all I ate n I don't really have an appetite but dw i'll be fine n I'll try to eat later today<3.
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Proud of myself🫶🏽. Especially w everything going on in my life, losing friends, ppl giving me weird looks, losing my dad. Also apparently my bitch ass teacher told my whole fucking class my dad died🤦♀️. Anyways, I'm listening to Eminem bc my dad loved him n I'm slowly feeling better so I wanted to write a chapter:).
Billy Showalter Shit. If we remember, then he remembers, Finney doesn't remember tho, and he was alone.. We told him to stay here! Damn it Finney! I can't stay mad at him, he didn't know. Right not nothings our concern but getting Finney back. I saw tears fill Robins eyes. "Hey.. no.. it's okay. I'm sure this is all a coincidence! Now lets go find Finney because I'm sure he's fine!" I didn't notice that I also started to breathe fast, did I really believe myself? I don't even know, at this point both Robin and I were crying, shaking and scared. "Finneyy??!!" "FINN?!" We probably looked crazy yelling but did we care? No. All that mattered was making sure Finney was okay, and, we couldn't find him. Not even a trace of him. We both sat down and just hugged eachother, I noticed Robin was breathing way to fast, shit was he about to have a panic attack? I did whatever I knew what to do, eventually it worked and we immediately got up to search even more. "We should tell the cops! Do you remember where his house is?" Robin was about to start rambling but I shushed him. "I don't remember, and if we tell them they'll think we're crazy. It hasn't even been 20 minutes, I'm confident we could find him. I'm sure he didn't get to him." Robin nodded without a word. We continued to look, "maybe we should go to his house?" Oh, that was a good idea! But, why would he just leave us? Maybe he remembered something! "Lets go" I followed where Robin went, he would stop from time to time to think then start going again. I hope he remembers Finney's address. We came to stop at a house, it kinda looked dead and weird, but who am I to judge? It was definitely lowerclass from my neighborhood. My neighborhood had brick walls and gates, meanwhile Finney's had little wooden fences. The paint was starting to peel, his yard was messy with old toys, the grass was a little overgrown but not so much to where you really need to cut it. I'm not judging, maybe his parents were busy maybe more then half the time? I felt myself get dragged and then realized Robin pulled me to the front door. He softly knocked on the door, then he looked to the driveway, sighed and pounded on the door. After getting no response I sensed he was starting to panic again, and I was to! "I'm sure he was tired and came home?" I couldn't even convince myself. "I know where his room is, if he ain't in there then we have to do something." He took me to the side, there was a window, he looked inside.. no one was there and it looked just as dead as the rest of the house. We both immediately turned out heads to eachother, we knew what eachother was thinking.
