Only Time Will Tell

Chapter 1

Clyde :I love you

Ariana: this is why I told you we couldn't be more than friends Clyde I told you this?

Clyde: don't act like you don't love me back? We can make this work? Come on?

Ariana: I do I never said I didn't I love you like no other .. I just didn't wanna break your heart I have to go home I don't know when I'll be back or even visit .. I'm sorry babe?

Clyde: we can make it work till I save up enough to go out there and get you visit you? It's not that far?

Ariana looked at him as he walked back and fourth in his room

Clyde: why are you looking at me like that?

Ariana: I love you .. I'm sorry

Clyde: you have nothing to be sorry about .. it's not your fault we fell in love?

Ariana: I'm hurting you though and that hurts me but if you think we can do this let's do it then I'll get a job I'll save up to

She said as she got up he hugged her tight and looked down at her

clyde: i told you we can get threw anything .. it'll hurt it'll be hard i know it will but our love is stronger than anything in this world babygirl

she side smiled at him and kissed him .. the day went by

ariana: mom please

alicia: i told you ariana i told you it was a bad idea thats why i couldnt promise you we where going to stay i told you this visit was temporary to help your grandma and to huh

ariana: to get away from dad i know what you told me but i really like it here hes here im happy here mom?

alicia: i know you are babygirl and im sorry but we have our life back in Arizona i cant just leave my job you can visit when your on school breaks? and all that dont worry about it ok?

ariana: how cant i worry .. but i understand i do

she packed her things up and wrote clyde a letter they met up the next day

clyde: whats this?

ariana: a letter for you .. whenever you miss me or reassure yourself that'll we'll see each other again i want you to read this babe .. i love you

he hugged her tight and pulled something out himself

ariana: whats this? haha

clyde: i wanted to wait to give it to you for your birthday but you wont be back for a while so i thought why not give it to you now .. so i can always be with you in a way?

she side smiled as she opened it a necklace with his intials on it

ariana: i love it thank you

they hugged and hung out for a bit until it came time for her to leave

ariana: ill be back i promise?

clyde: you dont have to promise me anything babygirl i know ill have you in my arms soon enough and for good im not letting go next time

he kissed her deeply and watched the love of his life leave..

jose: you should've never committed i fucking told you homie

clyde: whocares if i did? i love her man?

jose: shes in another state yall are far apart what makes you think this shit will work haw?

clyde: i dont know but it will and if it doesn't then at least i fucking tried right?

jose: yea but dont loose yourself and lock yourself away waiting for her its like being locked up waiting for someone to come home but they never do.. i ain't talking shit just speaking the facts to you homie tu sabes

clyde: i know your coming from the right place i just have to do me i wont do none of that dont stress it

he nodded .. clyde stayed in his thoughts thinking about it all but for the first couple weeks it went well until school got more serious for her and she started calling less and lagging on his texts

ariana- i been sick and i have school too babe im sorry but i got a job?

clyde- i know you do but i miss you i already dont see you i just wanna talk? and im sorry your sick though everything ok?

ariana- i understand im sorry but think about it im saving my checks so i can visit by the summer?

clyde- next summer? i thought you would come back by thanksgiving or Christmas?

she went quiet

clyde- thats a year ariana? come on?

ariana- im sorry but i can try and you can try to? this relationship isnt only me?

clyde- i know this relationship isn't only you i been working to but babe .. huh

ariana- if im holding you back just tell me ill be ok ..

clyde- its not what i want .. alli want is you

ariana- and all i want is you too but i dont wanna hold you back from living a normal life and being happy with someone else that is actually around .. i think

clyde- no ariana

ariana- listen to me and you said it yourself its a year clyde a year i dont want you to miss out on anything go have fun i know we'll see each other again

he could hear her voice cracking

clyde- i dont want to loose you i love you im sorry if i came off angry i was huh look

ariana- i love you too and you'll always hold a piece of my heart clyde .. but its for the best i know we'll see each other again one day goodbye be safe please

she ended the call and broke down he stared at his phone with tears in his eyes ..

clyde- i know you'll come back and the day you do please look for me please ill never love anyone else like i have you .. you brought light into my cold heart babygirl im sorry for the way i acted i should've thought things out better ill love you forever

she deleted the text and clocked his number ..