Only Time Will Tell

Not your fault

ariana: tell me come on i know you'd listen to me if i told you i didnt like a female around you

clyde: would you tell me your the shy type?

ariana: yea im shy but i dont like females being like that either?

clyde: i aint an asshole like that so i wouldnt do that to you and i would listen and i didnt say anything because i dont know i didnt wanna come off like that but i knew though

ariana: knew what

clyde: he liked you from the moment i saw him over here its always been his thing im glad you told him something thank you

ariana: dont thank me ill always defend you but he doesnt like me?

clyde:i know you will and i want you to know i will to with my life babygirl .. and he does come you didnt notice that? i wonder how he was before you told me about adrian?

she shook her head

ariana: yea fuck i didnt pay attention though i was to distracted

clyde: flirting and all that?

ariana: more than just that but it doesn't matter anymore im with you we have our lil family together

clyde: wo wo more than that what he say or do? he didnt disrespect you did he?

ariana: nothing like that i wouldn't have kept him around but i thought he was being nice to im so fucking stupid i swear i just thought he was being nice

clyde stepped back and looked at her serious

ariana: he would say if i didnt wanna tell you then dont he would step up for him this and that but i never took that hint when i should've but he knew i wasn't looking for anything but im over forreals ok

he nodded

clyde: im glad you didnt fall for it and didnt keep it a secret from me but i think i wouldve figured it out i wouldve come home to a lil twin of me running around come on? haha

ariana: yea you wouldve if i didnt move that was the next move haha

clyde: dam he really wanted you to himself shit

ariana: yea but you got me now come on lets eat

he helped her serve some plates as joe got home 

joe: its all set i told your tias to just go to the chapel the flowers everything grandma will be here in the morning she doesn't wanna bother you or baby boy she understands you want your privacy

ariana: grandma was never the issue but i know she has questions her ill talk to tomorrow but here eat up i made your favorite

joe: and here you are trying to take her away from me ive never ate this good

clyde laughed

clyde: your still family dont think you cant come over? or she can come over to with adrian?

ariana: your stuck with me remember?

joe looked and side smiled

joe: i hope it takes a good while .. hearing her laugh or yelling at the dogs reminds me of her mother i miss her annoying ass

ariana sat down next to him and hugged him

ariana: i miss her to but you know shes with you like she is with me .. ill always be here for you tio adrian needs you tell him story of his grandma in her wild days haha

joe: she made me swear i wouldn't speak of those days she swore she was a dam angel haha

they talk and ate .. as the night went by

jacob- my condolences to your girl .. but i cant wait to meet my nephew though czrnal why haven't you even wrote me to tell me this shit haw boy?

clyde- i ain't no boy i been busy with it all going on hes been in my life like 3 weeks im still new to it haha but um i sent you pictures to all of you .. but how much time they give you?

jacob- they gave me a good year in maximum if i didnt take it it was 5

clyde- why that hard?

jacob- cuz i wont talk or say shit im glad your free though be home for your kid and mom ok be good but get money keep shit going ill be out sooner than you think

clyde- i know and i will for you carnal but i have a question and your the oldest that knows the most about the hood

jacob- sup?

clyde told him about marcos

jacob- his brother is the same fucking way this is why i didnt let you kick it with that wack ass fool ill let rodrigo know he'll tell jose fuck around with mine shit ill call you next week i only get one call a week and i wanna call mom again

clyde- thank you and be safe please?

jacob- always kid and this isn't your fault clyde ok? they hit us at the wrong time me we didnt see this shit coming and well we got token but not talking was the way to go it'll be ok its just a ruff patch thats all

clyde- yea a ruff patch.. sorry i wish i could've done more

jacob- being my brother and being down for us is enough i love you hug my nephew for me see you soon

clyde- love you to brother

the call cut .. he looked at his phone and went inside

ariana: everything ok? why do you look down?

clyde: he got a year up north he only gets one call a week .. fuck this is my fault huh

ariana: how is it your fault though? you all got time you where the minor so they let you out the quickest? you couldnt talk babe?

he nodded and looked down

ariana: do you feel guilty for being free?did he say something?

clyde: i feel the guilt and i miss them i want them home so they can be near and they can meet adrian but he didnt say anything we did what we could none of us talked thats all

ariana: soon enough they'll all be home and yall will be together adrian will have his uncles babe

he nodded and kissed her .. the night went by