Only Time Will Tell

Erase

ariana: tell me some of those ideas? i wanna know haha

clyde: you'll see but what made you wanna let me sleep over? you been thinking about it since Monday?

ariana: i was just scared thats all

clyde: of?

ariana shook her head and kept pushing the cart she checked on her babyboy as clyde stopped her and looked at her

clyde: lets not start with not telling each other things where you scared i was gonna fuck up or some female was gonna pop up?

ariana: no no none of that not in public ok? please?

he saw it in her eyes .. they paid and left

clyde:i got some work to do but ill be back around 8 so he can meet her and they can have there moment she already has a full dinner set up haha

ariana: i cant wait im glad he'll have at least one grandma

clyde: he has his other grandma guiding him though shes still with him

ariana side smiled at him as he drove

clyde: so we're not in public?

ariana: why you wanna know everything haw?

clyde: because you hide a lot of things haha and i just wanna make sure it ain't something i did

ariana: it was only for nine months and a week haha but its not you i wouldve told you but um i guess my tio had a lot to do with opening my eyes cuz he asked about us i said i dont know he said you cant be playing like that he cares and is doing a lot whats stopping you and i just huh i guess what was stopping me and what stopped me from even telling you i was pregnant is that um i was scared

clyde: scared of what?

ariana: anything i ever love or care about  always leaves or hurts me and leaving you that summer broke me i didnt want you to hurt me so i hurt you first .. then when all this happened i got nervous again i wanted to take it slow i wanted to be just friends so i could save my heart from getting hurt and his..

clyde nodded

clyde: first of hes my son my blood my first born you never have to worry about me breaking his heart or breaking his promises ever babygirl but i understand and i wish you wouldve told me back then

ariana: you wouldve gotten mad

clyde: no i wouldve told you i ain't your dad im not no ex i love you i was saving everything to buy a ticket babygirl but i understand where you were coming from im glad he talked to you i owe him cuz i thought i was gonna get stuck in the baby daddy friend zone or something haha

ariana: naw you wouldn't have but you promise? because even my mom left me after she promised she would fight it all to stay alive ..

he grabbed her hand and kissed it

clyde: ill do it all for our lil family dont ever think otherwise

she smiled at him .. he got her home and left the afternoon came

ariana: oo so we come pick up our shit when the house is almost alone?

marcos: fuck

ariana: wow like that what i do to you? did i do something?

marcos: dont trip about it

ariana: dont trip you where there for me and i was there for you you called yourself his uncle a homie the fuck i do to you marcos? plus why leave us like that? you know you have a home here with my tio? he cares about you like a son?

he stepped back and shook his head

ariana: tell me what i did are you mad at me?

marcos: no im not mad at you i dont hate you you did nothing wrong i have to go ok i just have to my sister needs me ok?!

she stepped back nervously

ariana: ok.. thanks for everything sorry i was a shitty friend i guess

she went up to her room he stood there mad he dropped his bag and went up to her room and knocked she opened the door wiping her eyes

marcos: are you crying?

ariana: i just gave birth 2 weeks ago you where his only uncle ok if

marcos: get out of your head you didnt do anything i have to leave my sister does need me im sorry ok im to in my head also stressed with shit its all good i promise

he hugged her tight and kissed her head

ariana: dont disappear on us ok?

marcos: i wont but um so you and clyde?

ariana: yea adrian gets to meet his grandma tonight to

he stepped back kindave heart broken

marcos: im glad he gets to have the family he deserves and you get what you wanted to take care ok?

he walked away

ariana: dont be a stranger?

marcos stopped in his steps and turned to her

marcos: love you

ariana: love you too

he left .. she stood there confused for a bit but got back to cleaning her room and setting up there things to go

clyde: i like how you got all dressed up and stuff?

ariana: what i cant look good i haven't seen her in how long i dont want her to think just because i gave birth to her giant grandson i can loose myself? haha

clyde: i ain't saying that dork you look cute haha

ariana: thank you you do to

he kissed her as her phone went off it was marcos

clyde: you gonna answer?

ariana: naw he can text if its an emergency lets go we cant be late

Clyde: shes 3 houses down?

ariana: true but his carseats heavy haha

clyde: i got him here give me the big bag you carry the diaper bag

they got to his moms house .. as she talked to her mom he saw her phone go off again

marcos- its probably the liquor talking i ain't gonna lie its what helps me say the truth says a lot haw but .. i love you i care for you and he doesn't deserve you i wish i was brave enough to tell you face to face and i know its to late adrian deserves his father but he doesn't deserve you sorry it took me to get drunk to say it hate me if you want wont stop me from loving you if he fucks up hit my line ill always be here for you babygirl but if your wondering why i truly left wasn't cuz of my sister shes letting me rent a room though but um .. i hate seeing you with him so i left before i say some dumbshit you dont deserve that drama stay safe love you

he stood there mad .. he deleted his text and put the phone back