After a few days. I still haven't gone better,
I was wondering if this was just from being tired, my hands shake. I can't explain what is going on with me.
" What if, I'm pregnant? "
I asked myself while sitting in front of my mirror
A few moments later, i decided to buy a pregnancy test at the nearest convenience store.
Cause technically, i didn't know what to do so i bought it.
After a few minutes
" Oh no.. "
I said with tears in running down my cheeks
A few hours later, Louis finally got home. With a down face.
" Hey, i have something to tell you!! "
" Me too. "
" Okay, you go first. "
" I want to end this relationship right now, I have completely lost feelings and I've been sleeping with Lily for half a month now. And i got him pregnant, we're gonna have a child. Together in Another place. "
My heart shattered,the word ' together ' made me cry. wasn't i enough? How am i gonna tell him that I'm pregnant now?
Tears suddenly rolled down my cheeks as i handed him he pregnancy test, he looked at me while shocked. And he then, he left for good.
i broke down on the floor crying "how am i gonna take care of my pregnancy without someone to help me? How will i live like this? How am i gonna raise a kid by myself? " i told myself while crying. I didn't have anyone now. Mom died, dad wasn't there.
I pulled my hair so hard, but I'm not gonna let myself down. I'm gonna raise these kids by my own and make my mom proud from above. I wasn't gonna let these people affect me, i am gonna make my mom proud. Just like my promises to her.
(𝟐 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒍𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓)
" Mommy, Lucy pushed me!! "
" It's ok Alex, I'll tell your sister to stop doing that. "
I said and got out of the house and said to my daughter in a low tone of voice for her to understand.
I've now completed my promise to my mom, i miss her. I wish she was here with us.
" now go get to sleep, we're gonna see grandma tomorrow. " i said and rubbed a tear off of my face
" it's ok mommy, let's go! " they both said and ran inside, I'm grateful to have them. I just wished my mom was here
I got inside and tucked them both in bed. I quietly went back to my room and slept too. I've reached my dreams, of becoming a mother without anyone's care for me or my children. I'm happy with them, i didn't let anyone's word back me down.
Soon enough, it was morning. I and my children went down onto the car with a bouquet of flowers in my hands, and some of her favorite foods.
I silently drove from my home all the way to the cemetery, it was a long hour drive but completely worth it as it was for my mother.
I sat down on the ground beside her grave,
" hi mom, i hope you're doing well from above. I miss you so much, me and the kids do. I've now proceeded to complete my promise of not backing down because of a certain person. I bought flowers for you. It's sad you had to go that early. I'm still the Avery you know though, I've changed a lot. But i still go to and visit you for once in a while, it was my promise to not ever forget about you. And guess what, Alex got a perfect score on his test! I still wish you were here with me and the kids. You we're the only one who stayed and loved me the most eveb for a short term of time. I love you mom, me and the kids love you. If it wasn't for you and your inspirations, i wouldn't have reached life until now. "
I said as tears rolled down my cheeks. I love her, and will always do.
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