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part five .

milani's pov :
when i seen jay my heart dropped. a million thoughts racing through my head. i slightly began shaking. i guess notti noticed because he came over to me and took me outside the stu.
"sis breathe. i know its been a min since you seen him but you gotta calm down." he says while hugging me.
"notti i dont know what to even say to him. i thought it would've been easy not seeing him but its not." i say into his cheat. he lets me go and grabs my hands.
"listen, im not dumb. i know you & jay still care for eachother. everyone knows. when you left jay was a wreck. even if he wont admit it. i know it effected him. and i know it effected you too. but you guys need to talk. thats the only way things will get back to normal. im not saying you guys have to date, but at least talk." notti says to me. "okay.. you're right. i can do that, well.. i can try to." i say walking back into the studio. i go sit down on the couch over by essence , dd , and jay . notti and ddot go into the stu and start recording their song 'evil twins, pt. 2' "jay, can we talk?" i say looking over to him. he looks up at me. "yea, cmon." he grabs my hand and leads me outside of the studio.

jays pov:
i honestly didn't think she would even talk to me, so her asking to talk surprised me. i took her outside of the studio so we had a little more privacy and it was quieter.
"ok im just gonna start by saying im sorry for what i said. i dont know what came over me & why i said something like that. lani when you left that shit fucked with my head so much. i never thought that the way thing ended would've happened, ever. but it did, and thats on me." i say to her. it gets quiet for a couple seconds and shes just looking at me. out of nowhere she comes up to me and hugs me. i didn't realize how much i missed this until i was in this very moment. i held onto her like this was my last time seeing her, who knows it could be.
she lets go and looks up at me.
"its okay justin. im sorry for kinda just leaving like that. i wont lie & say i didnt miss you. i missed everyone, i missed everything. i should've reached out and again im sorry for that." she says before slightly looking away. i see the tears begin to well up in her eyes before she does.
"its ok lani, you're back now and everythings gon go back to normal. even if we dont, i just want you to be happy."
she looks back over to me with a sort of hurt in her eyes as if what i just said hurt her heart, again.
"yea.. i guess." she says looking back down. " but uh, im glad we talked i just didn't want stuff to be weird with us." she says wiping her eyes quickly and going back into the studio. did me saying we might not go back to normal bother her?
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