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milani pov 1 week later: i was just chillin in my room till my phone started blowing up. instagram dm, messages from everyone, and me being mentioned in so many things. right before i clicked onto instagram i get a call from the gc, minus jay. "wtf is going on?" i say answering the call. "you haven't looked yet?" notti says kinda sounding sorry. "no..?" i respond before opening instagram. my heart instantly drops. its a video of jay kissing on some girl at a party on live. the video goes on to play before i recognize the girl. melody. jays ex. she starts talking and just says some bullshit. saying im a hoe & she took my nigga. i get a call from jay while still on the group call. i decline it and block him on everthing, along with leaving the group call aswell. i just shut my phone off all the way and stare off into space. here i thought he would've changed. but of course, i was wrong.
tears fill the brims of my eyes and i try to hold them but theres no use. i let them fall and hold my knees to my chest. it never ends. hes never gonna change. i continue to cry until i realize im having a panic attack. i try to calm down but i cant. i hear my door open and essence, dd, notti, ddot, aaliyah, & a'niyah walk in. notti comes over to me and sits infront of me. "mh breathe. we got you ok? follow my breathing." notti says while ddot is rubbing my back. i nod my head at him. "okay ready? copy me." he says slowing his breathing down a bit for me. i follow what he does until my breathing slows down. i shut my eyes and just put my head on my knees.
"why did he do it? what did i do for him to do that?" i say lowly. "its not you sis. hes dumb. he doesn't realize what he has." dd says coming over to me aswell. i look up and see them all sitting around me. essence phone begins to ring. "its jay.." she says. i just put my head back down. she declines the call and comes over to hug me. "im sorry sis, you dont deserve this." she says kissing my head. we all sit in comfortable silence for a couple minutes before a'niyah speaks up. "amiris birthday party is tonight, i can tell melz you wont be coming." "no no, im gonna go. i'll just uh ignore him. i gotta get my head off it anyways. and amaris my baby, i gotta go for his birthday." i say wiping my eyes. "ill be fine. its just gonna take some time." i say looking up at them. "we got you sis, whatever you need just let us know." aaliyah says grabbing my hand. "thank you. i love you guys." i say sending them a small smile. "we love you too." they respond.
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jays pov: i fucked up. big time. i cheated on milani. i dont know what came over me. i dont know why i did it. i was crossfaded like crazy. and i know thats not an excuse but, i feel horrible.
* flashback * "yo jay, we sliding to this party?" edot ask me passing the blunt to keem. "fs, we out rn?" i respond. "yea cmon." edot says getting up, along with me, quan, keem, dudey, and roscoe.
we arrive at the party and theres mad people here. we make our way to the back and just chill there for a min, smoking and drinking here and there. all i kept thinking about was milani. i would rather be with her right now then anything.
we've been at the party for about 2 hours now. to say i was crossfaded was an understatement. i was so gone. i was chillin finishing yet another blunt when my ex walks up to me. "hey baby" she says to me. "wsp melody." i say dryly. "why you acting like that? you not happy to see me?" she says getting onto my lap. "nah." i say ignoring her. "ya girls not here, have some fun." she says before pulling me into a kiss. i was in the moment so i just kissed back. i didn't even realize her friends were next to us on live, recording the whole thing. after we stopped making out she turned to the live and began talking about how milanis a hoe and how she took me from her. hopefully she dont see it.
* flashback over * i tried to call and text milani so many times. she blocked me on everything. i called essence, dd, ddot, notti, aaliyah, and a'niyah. none of them are answering. i fucked up so bad idk what im gonna do. _________________________
