On Your Side !¡ GeminiFourth (Read Desc)

14 - hug

fourth's pov

it was probably three am right now. I still couldn't sleep. I didn't feel good. I was dizzy, my stomach hurt and I just felt like throwing up.

I looked at gemini, who was sound asleep. his light snores made me less nauseous.

I got up a bit and walked over to the bathroom, I looked in the mirror, my eye bags showed a lot. they were big and dark.

my stomach kept hurting. I felt something in my throat, I almost immediately knew what was going on and I ran over to the toilet, throwing up.

I got up a little bit but immediately leaned back down and threw up more.

when I was done, I got up and flushed the toilet first before I went to the sink and washed my face. I also drank some water to clean my mouth a bit.

I never understood this. I throw up maybe twice or three times a week, maybe even more. but I don't eat a lot.

I heard someone knock on the door. "hey fourth, are you in there?" said
a familiar voice. I went over to the door and opened it. it was gem. he looked pretty tired. "sorry, I just woke up and you weren't in bed." he said and I smiled. "don't worry. I'm not going anywhere." I said and hugged him.

he hugged back and I rested my head on his shoulder. we stayed like that for a bit. maybe a minute until I pulled away. "did you wanna go?" I asked him. "he shook his head and I nodded, walking out of the bathroom, closing the door.

I went back to the bed and lied down, gemini coming over and also laying down beside me. he pulled me closer to him. I hugged him a bit and so did he. we were basically cuddling.

he looked down at me and kissed my forehead, to which I smiled and looked up. he was still looking at me. I leaned in a little and kissed him on the lips. he kissed back and pulled away. he smiled at me and I just closed my eyes, slowly falling asleep.

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when I woke up, gemini wasn't beside me. I yawned and got up. I went over to the bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush.

I brushed my teeth and got dressed, my hair flopped down like always.

I went downstairs and I saw gemini with his mom. they were talking about something. I didn't want to eavesdrop so I just walked in and they stopped talking.

"good morning." said gemini. I smiled a bit and took a glass of water. "morning." I said. he looked at me. "how'd you sleep?" he asked and I shrugged my shoulders. "okay." I said and he nodded.

his mom took out four plates for breakfast and I looked at her. "oh uh, I'm not hungry." I said and she looked at me. "are you sure, honey?" she asked and I nodded. "okay then." she said and put one of the plates away.

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after the miserable day at school, I had to go home. I wanted to stay at gem's house again. so I texted my mom and asked her but she told me I couldn't.

when I got home, I saw lee's car in our garage. I rolled my eyes and walked inside.

the first person I saw was phat. he was smiling at me. but not a friendly smile. like a mischievous but guilty one almost. I was confused.

I went inside and walked in the living room, where I saw my mom. "hey mom." I said and she glared at me. "fourth. you're never going back to that boys house." she said and I looked at her. "what boy?" I asked. she knew gemini was nice. she seemed like she liked him.

"gemini. I know everything that's going on between you too." she said and my eyes widened. "what do you mean?" I asked, she got up. "fourth stop acting like you don't fucking know what I'm talking about. I know you.. you're gay." she yelled at me. I just looked at her. how did she know?

then in the corner of my eye I noticed phat smiling. lee was sitting beside him, rubbing his back. I turned to him and he stopped. "what the- phat what did you tell her?" I asked him and he just scoffed. "I saw you two like, kiss or whatever you were doing at the mall." he said and I got goosebumps a bit.

"fourth, I don't want you talking to him anymore." she said and I shook my head. "he's lying, mom." I said and she smiled. "he's not lying, you're lying. why would you even lie like that?" she said. "so you're just gonna believe a kid you've known for less than a month, rather than your own son?"

"yes I would." she said and I nodded. "imagine what dad would say if he was here. he would be disappointed." I said and looked down. "yeah. he'd be disappointed in you. he never wanted a gay son. you're such a fucking disappointment." she said and I looked up at her. "oh yeah? why are you still keeping me then." I said and just walked away.

why was she being like this? but she was right. dad would hate me. he was pretty homophobic after all. he didn't like gay people.

I went to my room and jumped on my bed. I almost immediately burst into tears. I didn't know what to do. she found out. she's gonna hate me now. was she gonna send me to some weird school or church? was she gonna try and ungay me or something? shit.

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okay uhm. 😬 I hate this more than anything. but I had to update. so here it is. also I need ideas for the next chapter. drop some in the comments if u guys want. bye byee hope u enjoyed <3